1 month later and i'm updating this book
heh..
um... so for the first time ever... i was up late at night... and i started crying
i've cried at night, sure
but it was 1:30 something in the morning
and i was just... crying
my mind and emotions were literally everywhere and i just... i really wanted to cry
that's the second time this week that i've cried..
first time was on wednesday
wasn't really sure why.. i just randomly had this urge to cry so i did
but last night...
i just... felt overwhelmed, i guess
so i ended up crying..
i didn't think i could cry so much this year but...
man, i've cried a lot this year..
i thought 2019 was bad
but 2020 ended up being worse..
i wanna hope that 2021 will be better, but with my luck, idk if it will...
i'll keep hoping, though :/
