im not gonna use a fancy font for this because i don't feel like it and because im typing this on my computer
2019 has thrown so much shit at me and im so tired of it
i've never felt so emotionally drained
it took so much out of me to a point that i just don't wanna feel anything anymore
i don't wanna be awake anymore...
i don't wanna die
i don't want that at all
i just wanna be able to feel nothing
to feel emotionless
to feel n u m b
if i was numb, i wouldn't feel these things anymore
i wouldn't hurt.. anymore...
maybe i'd actually be happy..
because i wouldn't feel hurt anymore
in a way, i'd be immune to emotional pain..
then i wouldn't feel pain anymore..
