this year started off so good for me
i was in a much better place mentally
so why am i back to not being okay?
why do i wake up everyday with little energy and little motivation for anything?
why am i back in this place i fought so hard to get out of?
why..?
i was okay
i was happy
i was so fucking happy
why aren't i happy anymore..?
i want that back..
i want my happiness back...
and then it feels like i can't tell anyone about it..
i know i can, but..
people are either okay or they got their own things going on and i don't wanna put my problems on them...
i wanna go cry...
idk if i can, but..
i want to...
