i had an apology typed out for you that i wanted to send
i don't really wanna send it to you anymore due to me finding out that you're talking shit about me behind my back
i'm an "attention seeking whore" and i just want people to feel sorry for me
that's fine
say whatever
but i don't even care anymore
say what you have to say about me
but here's what my apology to you was
"i'm sorry for making you feel like i didn't care. i did. i truly did. and i thought you knew i cared because i let you know that i was here for you if you ever needed someone. but i should've done a better job of at least checking on you more often. i haven't been in the best place mentally and i was trying to deal with that as best as i could. so i'm sorry i wasn't checking on you that often. the thing i said about you getting help wasn't meant to be a rude thing. i remember you trying to get online therapy. that's what i was referring to. and i was trying to say that i hope you find the help that you were looking for. you may not care about this apology, but i felt like maybe i should at least apologize and clarify some stuff. so yeah. i wish you nothing but the best and it sucks things didn't work out how we wanted them to"
that's what i wanted to send to you
but now, i have some other words for you
first off, for you to have an issue with me saying shit on here and proceeding to say i should say it to your face is hypocritical because even if i wanted to, first of all, i can't. why? because you fucking blocked me. so no, i can't say these things to you. but trust me, if i could, i most definitely would. and then the other thing is that you want me to say these things to your face yet you can't say the shit you wanna say to my face. you turn to instagram to talk shit about me. and then you call me a bitch for it. but i think we see who the real one is. and if you read this, you'll probably turn to instagram to talk more shit about me. and to that, all i'll say is have fun with that
secondly, i can say whatever the fuck i want about whoever i want. if i feel like i wanna say something about you, i can. if you want me to keep your name off my account and out my mouth, how about you do it first and stop talking shit about me? maybe then i'll stop
once again, you're being hypocritical
thirdly, when i said you need to get your shit together, that's exactly what i meant. you need to get yourself together because the shit you've done to me isn't gonna slide with anyone else in college. i'm just trying to help you out so your college experience will go smoothly. you can't do college students like how you've done me. just like highschool, that's probably gonna cause issues and lead to things happening that i know you don't wanna happen. so yeah.
get your shit together. seriously
and just in case you wanna take any screenshots to post about me, hi instagram :)
or wattpad :)
or wherever you decide you wanna post them
anyways, i'm done now
as you so kindly said about me
"go fuck yourself" 😘
have a nice day <3
