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okay so new update

idk if any of you saw my message board from way earlier, but i was pissed

why?

let me explain

so.. in the previous chapter, i explained how i wanted to tell someone about how i felt after they blocked me for no reason

and yesterday, i did just that

however, i realized the original thing i said might've seemed a bit blunt and rude

so along with it, i added a different paragraph that was a little less blunt and rude

she saw it

today, while i was at the hair place, i got a message from her on insta (which means she unblocked me for this-)

and this is word for word what she said to me:

" You know what I was quiet and didn't say anything to you because I didn't have anything to say but now I do
For you to say that I should mentally and emotionally prepare myself before I make friends in college
Shut the fuck up
For you to say that you hope that I get the help I need
Just Shut The Fuck Up you don't know shit
You never have cared for me and you were never there for me not once
I was always there for you and you were never there for me at all
It took a Wattpad message board post and an Instagram post for you to fucking realize that something was wrong and I needed
Help
When my uncle passed away you didn't know how I fucking felt at all
So yeah I won't be coming back asking to start over with this stupid friendship fuck you
I don't need you I'll be fine without you
who needs someone with a half ass personality anyway "not me anyway"
So bye and fuck you
There's a reason I fucking blocked you because you invalidated my feelings and how I felt and You don't know how to respond to people who have mental issues so bye
And fuck you
Don't send me no more long ass messages I don't fucking care
You don't care about me or this fucking friendship so bye bitch "

word for word what she said

now, before i show you my response, which i'm sure she didn't see since she blocked me afterwards, here's what i texted to her:

i sent her this picture

if y'all have seen my message board, that's where this is from

and i sent this paragraph along with it:

i tried copy and pasting the text but i couldn't-

at the end of that, i told her she didn't have to respond if she didn't want to

but never did i block her number after i sent that

i left her unblocked in case she wanted to respond

notice how i wasn't rude and i didn't call her anything disrespectful

now back to today

my response to her disrespectful message to me was this:

as you can see, i was pissed

but if she truly felt as if i didn't care, she should've told me

we could've talked things out

but that's not what she did

in the end, things didn't work out and were no longer friends.. again

and this time, for good

i'm not giving nor am i asking for any other chances

i refuse to do so

so.. yeah

that happened

yes, i left her instagram name

does that mean i want any of you to go attack her? no

so please don't go messaging her or anything

i don't want any of you doing that because then it'll end up becoming a bigger problem than it needs to be

like i said, it just didn't work out

but it's whatever

anyways, i wanted to update you guys in what happened, in case any of you were curious or anything

i'm gone now

bye ✌🏽