so today was a good day
i managed to stay in a pretty happy mood all day
but like... there was this unwanted feeling kinda just lingering there
don't get me wrong, i was still in a good mood all day
but that feeling was also there
and i didn't really like it
i don't really know what caused it, either
it's like
my previous chapter was about someone i had been talking to
and i had these feelings that i didn't really understand completely
and i haven't talked to her in a few days because she's been busy
so maybe that feeling was there because i miss her
but at the same time, idk if that's what was wrong
sigh...
anyways, it's late so i'll probably go to sleep soon
i'm tired and i gotta wake up early tomorrow
we'll see, though
