i have many fears
heights
spiders
nothing out of the ordinary
but one of my biggest fears
is losing people i care about
especially people i trusted
people i genuinely cared for
once they're gone, it's hard to completely move on
sometimes, it sucks because while you're struggling to move on
they've already done so
as if they never cared about you in the first place
that's why i can't fully get over it
get over her
as i get older, i'm probably gonna lose more people
and i'm just not ready for that..
