"I'm..." I didn't really know how to respond. "My backstory isn't anything like that... as you already know. I just can't believe you went through all- that..."
"Believe me, I'm fine." I didn't believe that.
"Are you sure? You seem like the type to keep your emotions in and not tell anybody... correct me if I'm wrong but-" Shigaraki cut me off.
"It's been hard to. Nobody usually listens to me. I'm just the villain to most, some people forget I'm human. I pile my feelings up inside, but then I lose my shit if something doesn't go my way." I could understand him. I never really liked sharing my feelings with others, in fear of nobody listening or even caring about them.
"I get that. I feel the same way. But.." I took a deep breath. "If you ever need to... I'm always here. I'll listen to you whenever..." I was really afraid that I was being a little... weird... but whatever. I knew what I wanted now.
What I wanted was...
Him.
"What?" His eyes widened a bit. "You're willing to listen to me, is what you're saying, right?"
"Mhm!" I smiled at him, my heart pounding inside.
Should I do it? What will he say?
"(Y/N)." He snapped his fingers, trying to focus my attention again. "You're spacing out."
"Huh? Oh, right..." I turn my head back to him and run a few fingers through a section of my hair.
"What's been up with you lately? You're always losing focus... spacing out, even passing out."
"O-Oh...! It's nothing, really.." He gave me a look, showing me that he didn't buy what I was saying at all. I decided to do it.
"F-Fine. Shigaraki... have you ever felt something called love?"
"Love? Huh, I guess. Towards my family a long time ago..." I shook my head slightly.
"No, I mean- Towards a non-relative?" I felt my heartbeat increase and my face turn pink again, though I tried keeping it under control.
"Towards a non-relative..?" He took a small breath. "Yes. I have. Why?"
"Uhm..." I didn't know how I could show him that I- you know... "Isn't it a nice feeling?"
"Yeah, I guess, what's this about?"
"Shigaraki?"
"What. What do you want from me?" He looked super confused, and a bit annoyed. I guess this is where my social anxiety gets the best of me.
I looked up at him. I placed my hand on his shoulder, and lifted the hand off of his face. I stood on my tippy-toes, closed my eyes, and before I knew it..
My lips were on his. I couldn't control myself, I knew that this was what I had wanted.
He was startled at first, and I felt his muscles tighten. I finally let go, still inches away from his face. I never realized how- blood red his eyes were until I saw them up close.
"(Y/N)..!" He gasped. "What??"
"I-" I wrapped my arms around his neck, hooking my fingers behind him. "Uhm..." I looked at him, still in shock. Suddenly-
I realized that he had returned the action, and his muscles loosened again. He pulled me closer to him, wrapping his arms around my waist. I was actually very surprised, his lips didn't feel as crusty as I expected, though I wouldn't have cared either way. He finally let go.
"...!" My pupils widened.
"I love you too, (Y/N)."
Kurogiri peeks his head through the door. "Tomura? (Y/N)?" Shigaraki and I both release each other and quickly clean ourselves up, making it look like nothing ever happened.
"Tomuraaa!!!!~" Toga sprints through the door, jumping up and down with joy. "I heard everything!!!!!" She brightly smiles in our faces. Shigaraki looked genuinely annoyed and disgusted, though I couldn't help but laugh.
"Hm?" Kurogiri questioned her.
"You didn't hear??"
"No, I did not. I do not spy on people like you do, Toga."
"Ughh~ Well!! Tomura likes (Y/N)!!! I'm pretty sure (Y/N) feels the same too!!~" She smiles in his face, resulting in Kurogiri backing up a few inches. Shigaraki looks down at me once more.
"Well, uhm. Do you?"
"O-Of course I do! I've realized over the week that I've been here that... villains aren't so bad after all..." I wrapped my arms around his chest.
"Ugh. This is like one of those cliché romance movies I always see on TV." I hear Dabi say from behind Toga.
"Ooh! Dabi, you watch those?? I had no idea that you were into romance!!~ How about we watch some later tonight?!" She turns around to look at him and laughs maniacally. "I know a really good one where the guy gets tortured physically and mentally!"
"...You're crazy."
"I know! :)" She smiles brightly at us. "Speaking of romance, what's gonna happen between (Y/N) and Tomura?" She comes around behind Shigaraki and I, and pushes us together, our shoulders now touching.
"(Y/N)." Shigaraki's eyes glance at me, I raise my eyebrows in response. "I still haven't answered your question yet."
"What question?" Kurogiri asks, confused.
"..."
"(Y/N) asked to join us."
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Useless Freak ~ Tomura Shigaraki x Reader
Fanfiction**PLEASE AGE SHIGARAKI DOWN!!!** (Y/N) is a Quirkless 15 year old girl. She was very used to her normal life, hanging around her best friend Izuku Midoriya (they were quirkless besties when they were younger), normal stuff, right? Wrong. It all take...
