When the moon howls [Season 2]

Chapter 131

Tristan's POV

Kung may problema man, sabihan niyo ako. Kakayanin ko para sa inyo...

Her words are stuck in my head. Makakaya niya ba talaga o pinipilit niya lang yung sarili niyang maging matatag?

She's dying. My little princess, my sweet mischievous and naughty girl is going to die. My life is about to die.  How can she stop it? How can she handle it? She can't and she will never do.

Sinundan ko siya ng tingin habang naglalakad siya pabalik sa mga kaklase niya , magkahawak ang kamay nila ni Jeonghan habang  naglalakad.

Lumingon sakin si Jeonghan ng may bahid ng pag aalala ang mukha. I know he's worried, we are all worried.

He smiled at me and mouthed something. I read his lips.

"She will be okay" that's what he said and turned his head back to my sister.

And by that time, my sister turn her head at me ang gave me the most aesthetic yet achy smile of her. I smiled back and she turn her head back to the path.

"Yowww wazzup predator!" I turned my gaze to the boy who surprisingly  showed up out of nowhere, he was confused when he saw my eyes.

"Tristan may sakit ka ba? Ba't pula yung mata mo?" Hoshi who was seemingly confused asked me in a sudden.

"No i don't have"

"Eh? So anong nangyari jan sa mata mo? Nakagat ka ba ng bampira? Pangarap ko rin magkaroon ng pulang mata, nasan na yung bampira, papakagat na rin ako"

"Theres no vampire you alien"

"Sana pula din yung mata ko"

"If that's the case, we should play an experiment for the boy who has the same disease as her"

"Kung magiging pula din ang mga mata ni Hoshi din we should start to panic, that's the worst symptom of hanahaki disease"

"They might die after two years or even earlier than that"

I looked at hoshi's eyes as Top's words suddenly occupied my mind.

Wishing for red eyes is like wishing for your life to end sooner. If you only know hosh, if you only know.

"Hindi bagay sayo yung pula na mata"

"So anong bagay sakin?"

"Mas bagay sayo yung walang mata"

And by my  words he pulled something in the table and started chasing me with a pancake in his hand and i started running out of my lungs.

Thats why i don't want to lose them, they are the cause of my happiness, they seems to like the stars without them knowing that they were the brightest and aesthetic one.

I can't imagine my life without them, lots of people told me to have someone special in my life, they're scolding me for not having a girlfriend even in a short period of time, they always do that to me but..

Did they even listen to my reasons?

Did they even let me express my feelings?

Handa ba silang makinig kung sasabihin ko lang kung ano yung nasa puso ko?

Hahayaan ba nila akong magsalita?

But will they listen?

In my whole life, i didn't feel the need to be with anyone else.

Why?

Because i'm contented. Im already happy with my little sister, hoshi and Mingyu. But now that Hoshi and Churi's  life is near the end. I don't know what to do every single day.

When the day comes that.

Wala nang Churi na magiging alarm clock ko.
Wala nang Churi na ihahatid ko.
Wala nang Churi na manghihingi sakin nang dagdag na baon.
Wala nang Churi na palaging nagpapatawa sakin.
Wala nang Churi na palagi akong pinapagalitan.
Wala nang Churi na iiyak ng hating gabi dahil sa takot.
Wala nang Churi na magdadala ng unan papunta sa kwarto ko at tatabi saking matulog.
Wala nang Churi na palaging bumibisita sakin sa opisina para lang tanongin kung kumain na ba ako.
Dadating ang araw na wala na akong kapatid.
Dadating ang araw na iiwan na nila ako ng pang habang buhay.

Knowing that hoshi has a same disease as her makes the stab in my heart dig the deepest.

For a short period of time, i learned a lot from this boy.
I learned that life isn't all about working and making money.
Sometimes you need to show your side and laugh.
They taught me how to smile.
They show me the world of laughters.
They show me love more than hurt.

Someday i will lose both of them.  I want to forget all about it but i just can't, it's not that something that is easy to forgot.

They are hard to forget.
That memories of them will always be in my heart.
I will keep it until the day that i will be able to meet them again. In the place where there is happiness,  diseases doesn't exist and love stands out the most.

"Tristan wag kang duwag harapin mo ako"

"Sino ka naman para harapin ni Kuya?"

"Ako si Bumble Bird"

"Bumble bee hosh wag tanga"

"Mas maganda yung bumble bird eh, hoyy Optimus Pride harapin mo tong pancake"

I laughed hard by their words. That's why i don't want them to leave me.

They were the gems i don't want to lose.

A/N: Please Vote! 
SO I'VE COUNTED ALL THE CHAPTERS SINCE THEY ARRIVED IN NETHERLANDS AND I WAS SHOCKED. CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG PERO 86 CHAPTERS NA ANG LUMIPAS AND NASA NETHERLANDS PARIN SILA. HAHAHAHAHA CHAPTER 56 SEASON 1 IS THE CHAPTER WHEN THEY ARRIVED IN NETHERLANDS. AND SEASON 1 ENDED IN CHAPTER 111 AND UNTIL NOW  IN SEASON TWO THEY ARE STILL IN NETHERLANDS SO 111-56+31= 86.
AND STILL COUNTING HUHU.