When the moon howls [Season 2]

Chapter 134

Jeonghan's POV

After 3 days.

We were on our way to the airport, everything seems so noxious and mischievous for me.  After all this time i was still deeply thinking of what happened a few days ago.

Matapos ang napakatagal naming bakasyon sa Netherlands, babalik na rin kami sa wakas sa Pilipinas.

Because of the gathered and built decision, kung saan doon na kami magpapatuloy nang pag aaral sa bagong tayong Academy nila Kris, we have to prepare all our papers and documents na naiwan sa Pilipinas para malipat sa bagong Academy. That means after any month we will be coming back here to pursue our course and to finally live a new life.

But that traumatizing dream still haunts me until now.  It seems so true and realistic. But i can't stand it,  i even cried hard for two straight nights fearing for what might happen to her.

I'm scared, i'm worried. Cause after all this time, i'm still traumatized by that delusion. The way she closed her eyes, the way the line turns straight. The way how Tristan cried, it seems very realistic.

And that's what i'm worried about. I don't want that thing to happen. Di ko kakayanin.

"Heyow!" She smiled while waving her hands in front of me that brought my mind back to reality.

I smiled at her.

"Iniisip mo parin ba yun?" she suddenly asked while pinching my hands.

I nodded my head.

Napabuntong hininga siya at mas lumapit sakin. She gave me a very meaningful smile.

Tiningnan niya ako sa mga mata habang hawak hawak ng mga kamay niya yung magkabila kung mukha.

"Pagod ka na ba?" Tanong niya sakin. By the sight of her eyes being stucked with mine, i felt a loud bang in my heart.

Gusto ko nang maiyak, hirap na hirap na akong pigilan yung mga luha ko. Lalong lalo na ngayon na nakita ko na naman nang malapitan yung mga mata niya.

Her eyes, her eyes finally turned red.

Nag bago yung ekspresyon nang mukha niya nang makita ako.  Agad siyang nag alala sakin.

She forced a smile at me and kissed me softly in my lips. Then she hugged me tightly as she could.

"Pagod ka na diba?" Aniya nang humarap siya sakin. "Alam kong ilang gabi ka nang walang tulog"

"Hindi, okay lang ako"

"Don't mind that dream." Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya.

Palagi nalang siyang ganito. Kaya nga ayaw kong sanayin yung sarili ko, kasi baka dumating ang panahon na hanap hanapin ko na siya palagi.

"I'm okay. As long as i can see your face, i will always be okay."

"Don't force yourself for me, iwan mo na ako, hanggang maaga pa."

Tristan turned his head to us. Nag aalala niyang tiningnan si Churi bago ibalik yung tingin sa daan at nagpatuloy sa pagmamaneho.

"If it's not you, it's not anyone. Don't say that again okay? it hurts me to the point that it might kill me inside " I look sincerely at her red eyes.

She smiled at me and rest her head in my shoulder.  Sinuklay ko yung buhok niya gamit yung kamay ko. Nakapikit siya habang di parin nawawala ang ngiti niya sa labi.

"Akin ka lang"  i said and kissed her on her head.

Tristan looked at me through the mirror and smiled.

The sight of his eyes suddenly invaded my mind. His eyes were red just like Churi's eyes.

May bigla nalang nabuo sa isip ko na pwedeng maging magandang dahilan nang  pagiiba nang kulay ng mga mata niya.

Paano kung dahil iyon sa dugo nila? Paano kung hindi pala talaga iyon sanhi ng sakit niya? Pula ang mga mata ni Tristan kagayang kagaya ng sa kapatid niya. What if it is because of their blood? or because of their genes? Paano kung namana nila yung mga mata nila sa magulang nila?

flashback...

"What's the connection between red eyes and hanahaki disease?"  I asked Doctor Top who's just standing in front of me with Tristan beside him.

"Their eyes turns red because of their blood. Hinaharang ng petals yung daluyan ng dugo. Few of the blood stays in their head, and as a result, their eyes turns red."

I looked at Tristan's eyes.

"But Tristan's eyes are also red." I looked at Doctor Top then turned my gaze to Tristan. "May hanahaki ka rin ba?"

He seems very surprised when i uttered those words.

"Wala akong sakit. My eyes are natural, mula bata pa ako ganito na yung mata ko."

End of flashback...

I should asked him later. Maybe he also have the same gut feeling like me.

Binalik ko muna yung tingin ko kay Churi.

I can't help but to smile while looking at her. She looks so innocent and fine when she's asleep, she looks like a simple girl with no disease. Her features when she's sleeping is very opposite when she's awake.

She looks so angelic with her eyes close but the truth is she's very savage when she's awake.

And that's what i like about her.

She's different.

She's unique.

She's a peculiar.

She's a masterpiece.

She's a diamond that i don't want to lose.

She's the brightest star beside the midnight moon.

I'm so deeply inlove with her.

I'm inlove with a barbarous and atrocious girl.

Di ako magsasawang mahalin ang katulad mo.

Dito ka lang sa tabi ko.

Akin ka lang.

A/N: this is my draft few days ago. Sorry ngayon ko lang na publish. My two  puppy just died, i'm physically and mentally not okay but no one cares. She's the only one  i can lean on but she's gone.

Solitaryness is now invading me.