Hormones

Overdose

Trigger warning for this chapter:

Jian was heartbroken. She cried into her pillow all night and didn't go to school the next day. Y/n and Yuuri called her multiple times to find out what was wrong but she wouldn't answer.

She laid in bed all day, only getting up to go to the bathroom. Her mom came in to check on her a few times and ask her what wrong but all she said was "I don't wanna talk about it".

She knew it wasn't jimin's fault but it still hurt. Jimin was wreck too. Not because he loved her but because he felt bad he broke up with her. He told Jin to call her and apologize for him but she wouldn't answer seokjin either.

"I wonder what's wrong with her. Is she sick?" Yuuri asked. Right now they where all at school. Y/n, Yuuri, and Jin where all sitting in the cafeteria. "Jimin broke up with her." Jin said. Yuuri and y/n gasped. "What?! Why?!" "Jimin found out he was gay."

They both gasped again. Jimin was gay? How did they not know?

Y/n looked at the time and decided she was gonna go meet Namjoon and tae now. "Wow. Umm. Ok I gotta go now. Bye" she waved and leaves.

She made her was down the the room they would meet in everyday during lunch break. She walked in and saw both them sitting there talking. "Oh hey!" Taehyung said waving like a child. "Hey taetae."

"Hey! Why don't I get a nickname?!" Namjoon asked pounding his fist lightly in the desk, pouting. Y/n giggled. "Ok fine you get..... joonie!" The all laughed at the cute but weird nickname.

They all talked about life and stuff until y/n brought up the cocaine she bought of Jungkook. "Yeah I decided I wanted to try it. I haven't yet though. I'm kinda scared!"

"It's not that bad!" Namjoon said shrugging his shoulders. "I've tried it it hurts a little bit but it's not bad."

Y/n nodded listening to him. "Since where talking about drugs I have something to tell you guys!" Taehyung says excitedly. "I recently bought heroin off of Jungkook. I've tried it a few times already."

Namjoon and y/n gasp. "Heroin?!" Y/n whispers. "Oh my god Taehyung!" Namjoon says on shock. Namjoon had tried many different drugs before not not heroin. The only drugs he wouldn't do are injects. "That's gonna kill you someday Taehyung." Namjoon said hitting his vape. "Eeeeh!" Taehyung says flicking his wrist.

"Eeeeh!" Y/n said imitating him. "Namjoon right tae heroin is bad!"

"All drugs are bad but we do them anyway. Cocaine is bad too. So why are you doing it?" Taehyung asked fo make a point. When y/n didn't come up with an answer he said "exactly!" And stood up. "We gotta go to next class now."

Jian was still in bed. She only stopped smoking for jimin. So now that jimin and her weren't together anymore why can't she keep smoking. She doesn't have a reason not to anymore.

She gets out of bed slowly and goes over to her closet. She searches through her pile of clothes and finds her puff bar. She starts hitting it and posts a photo on Snapchat. She posted a photo of her puff face from crying and her blowing out the smoke.

At the same time she posted jimin was on Snapchat ignoring what the teacher was teaching. She got to her story and saw the photo. "Oh my god!" He whispered to himself. It honestly made him want to cry.

He facepalmed himself a few times each time a bit harder. He exhales and outs his phone away back into his backpack.

Jimin knew he was the reason she tried to stop and now that she didn't have him stopping her she didn't feel the need to stop now.

Yuuri went to the bathroom during class and tried to call Jian again not at all expecting her to answer but she surprisingly did. "Hey." Yuuri said looking through the screen at jian's ceiling. Jian sniffs. "Hey." She said her voice cracking a bit. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine why?"

"It's ok to not be ok Jian."

Jian sighed. "No really I'm fine. I'm not upset."

Yuuri gave up and just talked about something else for a minute with her before hanging up. Yuuri left the bathroom and went back to class.

After school Taehyung went home and said hello to his dad before going upstairs. He waited a few minutes before grabbing some heroin pills from under his bed and grabbed a lighter and the spoon he used. He put 4 pills on his nightstand and crushed them up with a glass he recently was drinking water from but was not empty.

He collected the powder the crushed pills made and put it on the spoon. He lit the lighter and put it under the spoon. He heated it up until it was a copper colored liquid. He set the lighter down and grabbed the syringe he hid under his nightstand.

He sucked it the liquid into the syringe and starred at it for a minute. He set down the spoon and rolled up his right sleeve. He slowly put the syringes needle into his arm and slowly injected it into his body.

He sighed and took the syringe out. He did this process of crushing the pills, melting the power and injecting it into himself a few times. Around the 6th time injecting it his vision began to blur. He felt really dizzy. He began to feel really hot and sweaty and he breathing increased. He took off his shirt and still felt hot so he took off his pants to wear he was only in his boxers.

Taehyung laid down on his back and tried to calm his breathing. He didn't know what was happening but he was very scared. His chest started to hurt like someone was pressing down on it very hard which didn't help his breathing at all. He felt like his was spinning in circles and could make it stop.

He closed his eyes and began to cry a little bit. He just realized what was happening.

He was experiencing an overdose.

He tried to get up and get to his phone to call someone to help but he was to weak to walk or even crawl over to it.

He tried to yell for help remembering his dad was home but no sound came out of him mouth. He suddenly felt shaky. He started seizing and couldn't stop his body movements. He started foaming from the mouth and his eyes rolled back. He passed out

and his heart stopped.

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He mother had gotten home not to long ago and prepared dinner for the 3 of them. "Taehyung! Come eat dinner!"

She set the table and put the dishes on it.  When she didn't get a response from upstairs she sighed in frustration. "Taehyung! Come eat!"

She gave up and went to go get him in case he had his headphones in playing a video game or something.

She went to his room door that was closed. She knocked on it a few times. "Taehyung!"

She got no answer.

She sighed again. "Taehyung!!"

She then tried to open the door but it was locked. She went into the office they had and grabbed a spare key they had to his room.

He unlocked the door and swung it open.

"Taehyung~" she stopped. Her heart dropped down to her feet when she saw her son laying on his bed room floor. His skin was pale and blue-ish. He still had the syringe in his hand.

She dropped to the floor on her knees and screamed trying to crawl closer to her son. She cried as she grabbed onto his hand and held it to her chest. "Oh my god!" She screamed while sobbing. "My baby!!"

By now Taehyung dad has ran upstairs when he heard his wife scream. He stopped in the doorway and just watched what was going on in shock.

She looked back at him. "Call and ambulance you idiot!!!!!"

Brushed her sons hair with her fingers and cried even more. Soon an ambulance shows up and took Taehyung away on a lifter.