Hormones

Gas station

Y/n sat in the school bathroom stall, hitting her vape. She was supposed to be at 6th period but she would rather be doing this than chemistry.

She took her phone out of her pocket and scrolled through TikTok, not caring her sound was on. She put her vape up to her mouth and tried to hit.

It didn't hit so she looked at the bottom and saw a blinking blue light. "God damnit!" She whisper yelled and put her puff back in her bra.

She went back to class 5 minutes before the bell rang, indicating school was over. She packed her things into her book bag and exited the classroom.

She saw Jian walking out of her class down the hall. Y/n ran up to her. "Hey wanna hangout at my place?" She asked putting her hands in her pockets. "Uh, sure. We should invite Yuuri. I havnt seen her in a while."

"Same." Y/n said taking her phone out to text Yuuri.

Y/n: hey wanna come over to my house?

Yuuri: sure when?

Y/n: like right now.

Yuuri: k

"She said yes." Y:n putting her phone back into her hoodie pocket.

They both walked home and waited for Yuuri to show up. They both heard the doorbell ring and y/n got up to answer it.

She saw Yuuri and her mouth dropped. "Hey." Yuuri said nervously. He held his hands tightly together in front of her.

"Oh my god Yuuri! What the fuck did you do?" Y/n nearly yelled walking us and touching Yuuri's hair. "I cut it." She said. "Do you like it?"

"Yeah yeah I like it. It looks good in you." Y/n said smiling and thats when Jian came up behind her having the same reaction as y/n did.

Yuuri came into the house and they all went upstairs. Y/n parents weren't home at the moment so they where home alone.

"So are you like a lesbian now or something?" Jian asked looking up from her phone. "No. I'm a transgender." Yuuri said.

Jian made an 'O' face and nodded. "So what are your pronouns?" Y/n asked adding to the conversation. "He/him." He said smiling.

"I want to ask my doctor about going on testosterone."

"That will be cool." Y/n said running her hands through her hair.

"We should go to the gas station." Jian said standing up. "We don't have any money." Y/n said frowning. "Who says we're paying?"

They all run down to the gas station on the end of the street and walk inside. Jian had a book bag on her arm and Yuuri had a penny in her pocket to scrape off the bar codes.

They walk to the back where drinks are located and stop at the monster energy drinks. "I want a red one." Y/n said grabbing a red one out of the cooler. She handed it to Yuuri who scraped off the barcode and put it in jian's bag.

The found a bag of chips and did the same thing with it and a few other things.

"I don't thing we're gonna get anything." Jian says a little loudly to make sure the lady at the cash register could hear her. They walked passed the scanners and out the door praying the alarm won't go off. It didn't.

The all let out a breath they where holding in and they ran back to y/n's house.

They all walked up the stairs and into her bedroom, throwing their things onto the bed. They all sat down and sighed. "Well. That was fun. And illegal." Yuuri said laughing at the end.

Jian opened the bag of chips they got and ate one before handing the rest over to Yuuri and y/n.

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Jin made his way into the familiar room he would see jimin in. He sat down in one of the chairs provided and waited for them to bring jimin into the room.

He looked at his clock. Jimin was supposed to be there 5 minutes ago.

Finally he saw one of the nurses dragging jimin into the room and closing the door quickly. Jimin smiled at Jin and ran up to hug him. Jin hugged him back excitedly. "How are you?" Jimin asked pulling away and looking up at him.

"I've been ok I guess. I missed you." Jin said with a pout. Jimin smiled and pecked him lips. They both sat down in the chairs and chatted for 20 minutes.

"Do you think you'll be in here for much longer?"

Jimin stayed silent and sighed. Jin looked at him worriedly. "Is everything okay? Jimin. Please talk to me if somethings wrong." He said reaching his hand over to hold jimin's.

Jimin shrugged still not making eye contact with Jin. "Jin I'm not getting any better. My therapist told me I'm gonna be here for a while...." he said tearing up. Jin sighed and squeezed his hand.

"Everything is gonna be ok jimin. I'm sure you'll leave within the next few months and you be the happiest person alive!" Jin said enthusiastically with a bright smile as if he was talking to a child.

Jimin got up off his chair and sat down on jins lap. He laid his head in his shoulder and hugged his upper torso.

Jin patted his back. Jin heard him sniffle and that's when he realized jimin was crying. "Baby. Please don't cry. It hurts me to see you cry."

That only made jimin cry harder.

Jin kissed his forehead down to his nose and down onto his lips. He leaned his head back to look at jimin's face. His eyes where red from crying, he had under eye bags, and his skin was sickly pale. He was skinny and weak. Jin looked down to his body and saw something he hadn't noticed before. Jimin had long sleeve shirt on but Jin still managed to see some red lines on his skin.

Jin carefully tried to pull jimin sleeve up but that's when jimin jumped off his lap and held his sleeve down. He backed away from him.

Jin frowned and stood up as well. "Jimin. What was that?" He asked stepping closer to him. "Stop." Jimin said still backing away towards a wall.

Jin kept walking forward until he had jimin cornered. "Show me it jimin." He said with gritted teeth. "No!" Jimin screamed. Jin grabbed onto his arm and ripped his sleeve down towards his elbow.

Jimin had long, bleeding, nail scratch marks all the way down his arm. Jimin had done them but Jin didn't want to believe it. "Who did this to you?" He asked a bit loudly making jimin flinch. Jimin cowered back towards the wall as he can. "Who was it jimin?! Was it you?! Did you do this to yourself?!" He screamed at him. Jimin sobbed and fell to the ground and covered his head.

Jin calmed himself down and bent down to jimin's level on the ground. Jimin was shaking. "Jimin I'm so sorry baby." Jin said trying to pick up his hand but jimin quickly pulled it away in fear.

Now the nurses came in and tried to get jimin off the floor. They got him to get off the floor and led him back to his room.

Jin went back to him car. He got in the drivers seat and began to cry. He cried and screamed loudly. He hit his head on the steering wheel a few times.

When he calmed himself down he drove home and went to him room miserably.