Hormones

Needs you

Y/n calmly sat in her room. She was reading a book she had recently started reading called 'Mandy'. She heard a small knock on her door and her mother walked in with an excited smile. She had an envelope in her hand. "Y/n guess what!" She handed y/n the letter and y/n opened it slowly. She read over it.

"Mom where do we get the money for it?"

It was a letter from the privet school she had been wanting to get into. "Stop asking questions. Aren't you excited? You get to start in January!"

Y/n frowned and set the letter down. "You didn't pay the bill did you." She said seriously. "Well..... listen to me y/n you where already so close to getting in we where just a bit short and I~"

"Mom!" Y/n yelled standing up. She was pissed. She wanted to scream and yell at her mom and tell her how irresponsible she was but that would only get her ass kicked.

So she walked out of her room and out of her house, feeling the need to get away for a while. She wasn't sure where to go though so she kinda just walked around for a while. Around night time she was able to come back after she had calmed down a bit.

"This school has a website. I suggest you look at it." Her mother said whilst making dinner. Y/n just nodded and opened her computer. She took a piece of cucumber her mouth was chopping up and popped it into her mouth. She typed in the website name and clicked on it.

She saw the opening page and clicked a drop down button. "Oh shit." Y/n said her eyes widening. "What?" Her mom asked washing her hands. "This is a catholic school! How did I miss that?" She exclaimed in disgust. Y/n and her mother where not very religious- or actually, not religious at all.

"Ok ok it'll be fine." She said taking deep breath's. She clicked on a page that would show a picture of the uniform she would have to wear. "This is the uniform." Y/n said turning the laptop so her mom could see. "It's cute" her mom said. "I know."

The uniform was a red jacket with a black undershirt as well as a black skirt or pants.

She closed the laptop when her mom said dinner was ready.

Jin walked through the mall, going into stores and window shopping. He peeked through a window, eyeing a pair of white skinny jeans with rips on the knee caps. He felt a finger poke his back and he stood up straight my before turning around quickly. A woman stood behind him. "Jin?" She asked. Her voice sounded familiar. "Yes? And you are?" He asked suspiciously. "Umm my name is Koi. Umm... the party?" She said trying to get a light bulb to go off in his head as to who she is. Jin raised his eyebrows. "Oh! The girl that raped me!" She sighed and shook her head. "No! I didn't rape you. Or I didn't mean to. Imma be honest I didn't know you where intoxicated. I'm not used to being around intoxicated people so I didn't know how they acted!"

She explained to him. Jin nodded his head. "So what do you want?" He asked crossing his arms. She took a deep breath. "Jin so that night we had... sex and about a month later I went and got checked for an std because I got worried and when I was at the doctors they also made me take a pregnancy test and well.... It came back positive. Jin your the only person I've ever slept with so yes I know it's yours." She said her hands shaking. Jin didn't know what to say but he noticed how shook in up she was so he sat her down on a bench outside a store. He slowly sat down next to her consciously. He sighed hit himself on the head. "Oh my god." He covered his face.

"Koi it had been months since that happened how far along are you?" Jin said worried.

"7 months." She said quietly. "Oh my good koi!" He yelled and covered his face again. Now koi was crying. "I'm so sorry!" She cried making Jin look up. "Why- why didn't you find me earlier?! We could have figured out an abortion or at least a plan! We only have 2 months if that until the baby is born! What the hell!" Jin freaked out. He stayed silent trying to think of what to do. "Koi how old are you?"

"I'm 16." She said sniffled. "Oh god ok Umm I'm 17. Ok it'll be fine. How about adoption?"

"Jin I'm not giving my child away! I'm not gonna be pregnant for 9 months, rip my body apart giving birth to it and then give it away!" Jin stood up. Now people where looking at them. "If you where gonna have sex with me why didn't you go on the pill or something! Borrow a condom from someone!?"

Koi covered her face and cried. "I don't know!" She yelled. Jin paced back and forth in front of her. He stopped and slapped himself hard in the face. Koi jumped a little. "If you don't wanna give it up what do you suggest we do? Huh?" Jin asked calmly.

"We keep it?"

Jin made a disgusted face. "Do you realize what that would do to our lives? You would have to drop out of school to take care of it. Never go to collage, work at fucking McDonald's! That's not the life I want Koi! I want to go to collage! Be a business man! Make more that 30,000 dollars a year!"

Koi stood up and walked closer to him. She put her hand on his face. "Jin please. Think about this. Even if you don't it to be true this is your child and it needs you. I'm not gonna make you be apart of the child's life but I want you to be and the kid will want you to be there too. Do you want your kid to grow up asking me 'where's my father?' Huh? Do you?" She said her eyes still teary. Jin pressed his lips together in a line and backed away. "I need to think on this ok? You have my number right?" Koi nodded.

"Ok I'll call you." Jin said backing away before hurrying out of the mall. He got in his car and hit the steering wheel. "Fuck!" He screamed and hit his head against the window.