in which ,
y/n l/n finds herself growing closer to her werewolf friend ,
as well as the slytherin prince.
both at the same time.
remus lupin x reader x reg...
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CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT!
"So when are you going to tell him that we did that too?"
Off she went. To the library.
Y/n was a bit behind in her studies. Too occupied with the heart break and Regulus' ways to cheer her up.
The breakup took a toll on her. Not only did she lose a boyfriend, but a best friend too. And it hurt her to see him everywhere she went. Class, music room occasionally, the common room.
She couldn't even hang out with her friends to relax without seeing Remus' face. The enormous guilt she'd always feel, the pain, and perhaps, regret.
Regulus was special to her, of course, and she appreciated his attempts of making her feel whole again, but she did feel like something was missing.
Because something was missing.
It'd been a while since she saw his smile, since she heard his laugh. Her Moony's laugh was contagious, the sound was like blissful music to her ears.
She missed him. Too much.
And everything she did, reminded her of him.
As she sat, a quill between her fingers, she found herself writing, scribbling on a piece of paper.
She had to pour her emotions, she couldn't bottle it up for much longer. If she couldn't talk to Remus, a letter that she'd never give to him would do.
My dearest, darling Moony,
I have nothing to say to you other than sorry. And i know that isn't going to cut it.
I'm aware of the pain and sorrow i have caused you, and there is no bigger regret.
In your absence, i find myself missing you, very much.
I lost a boyfriend, i lost a best friend, i lost my love, i lost a part of myself. Perhaps the best part.
You were the best part of me.
And you might never want to come back to me, and i can't really blame you for that.
But Moony, i never thought i could long for someone this much.
I love you, and i wish i'd shown it better, i wish i'd done everything i could to prove it to you, because clearly i didn't do enough.
All the things you did for me, i'll cherish them forever. And i thank you for creating such happy memories for me.
