The Way It Ends

18. Please stop

Potatolovrrrrr I don't know how you'll feel about this chapter. Buuuttt better get that gun!!😁👍

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// TW, abuse

"So what's it going to take you to tell me why you long for Derek," Meredith said as they went into a private room. It was Finn's room actually. Decorated beautifully with a king sized bed in the middle.
"Oh so you're bossing me around?" He said a bit turned on.
"Am I not allowed to?" She tried to sound fearless.
"Okay well, Derek and I used to work together. Go on missions together. I worked my ass off to get where I am today. See my family has a record of being a criminal. And for that reason people had difficulties believing that I'm different,"
"Well that aged well," she chuckled.
"Let me finish my story," He put his finger up. "Derek was one of those people. I thought he believed me, that I wasn't like them but then one day, on a mission that we were on he stabbed me right in the back. Tricked me. I spent 10 years in prison for something I didn't do. And now that I'm out. That son of a bitch is going to pay for what he did. I'm not the bad guy, he is." He finished.
"What will you do to him when you catch him?" Merited the got more involved.
"Oh no honey, it's your time to pay up." He came closer to her, their nose touching. Meredith pulled away immediately feeling even more scared, "What are you doing?"
"I'm claiming my payment,"
"We never talked about this,"
"I'm pretty sure we did. Plus what will you be loosing?"
"My sanity!" Meredith jumped off the bed.
"So what was all that flirting," he started backing her up into the wall.
"What flirting?" Meredith tried to act confused. She just wanted the truth, she never meant to take it this far.
"Oh princess, don't act like you don't feel what I feel." He pinned her arms against the wall and came very close to her face.
"Please don't do this," she begged him.
"Hate to break it to you but you don't have a choice," he said as he forced his lips on her. "Now strip!" He pushed her on the bed.
"Pleaseeee," she begged. Tears rolling down her cheeks.

Finn ripped her jeans off and his own.
"No! Pleasee! I am begging you!" She cried. Hoping someone would help her.
He forced himself in. As he entered her she screamed in pain. She was all dried up.
"Damn you feel so good!" He moaned. Meredith just cried. Screaming in agony.

When Finn finished, he just left her there, naked and used on the bed.
"I'll see you later," he winked out her.

It's been three months since Meredith disappeared. Three months! Derek's been dredging the day he'll see her again. Dead or alive, anything is better then not knowing where she is. Her dead, lifeless body could be lying anywhere, helpless.
"Derek- you need to get out of bed," Addison sat down beside him. "I can't keep taking care of you."
"I never asked for your help, I told you leave!"
"And let you choke on your own vomit? Derek you're a drunk. You would have already drowned in alcohol if it wasn't for me,"
"Addison leave," he got out of bed.
"No!" she refused.
"I SAID LEAVE!" he banged his hand into the bathroom door.
"Derek I know you hate me but-"
"BUT NOTHING," Derek cut into the middle of her sentence.
"JUST GET OUT! GO FUCK MARK OR SOMETHING!"

Silence hit the room. "What did you say to me?" Addison stood up from the bed.
"Please get out Addison-" his voice trembled. Addison stopped bugging him there. She could see the pain behind his eyes. It was killing him, the thought of not knowing where Meredith is. And Addison understood that. He was taking all his anger out on her. "Alright,"
"What?" He said softly looking at her for the first time.
"Promise me you- you won't try and kill yourself," she touched his shoulders. Derek nodded as an answer. "Okay-" she whispered and left the trailer.

"Have you heard anything about Meredith?" Izzy came up to Cristina.
"No nothing," she said as they were changing in the locker room.
"What if she's dead?" George came up to them.
"She's not dead!" Cristina and Izzy said at the same time.
"Do you think she's still alive?" Alex joined the conversation.
"Don't act like you care all of a sudden," Izzy snapped at him.
"I do care. Alright. I know I'm a douche sometimes but I do care about her. She's one of us."
"Does Alex have a twin brother?" Cristina joked.
"Shut up!" Alex shook his head.
They all started laughing. For the first time in three months they laughed.