The arrange marriage of the sex addicts

Because of love

Lisa POV

I was just staring at nowhere. Jin oppa and Jisoo unnie stayed here, their both asleep. Jungkook was also sleeping while holding my hand. I don't know how should I feel right now. I wiped the tear that unknowingly fell from my eye but I started crying again. I bit my lip to hide my sobs. I don't want to wake them up

Jin: Instead of sleeping you chose to cry...?

I got shocked and tilted my head at the sofa. He slowly stood up and put unnie's head on a pillow to replace his thigh

Lisa: Y-you're still awake?

Jin: Nope, I'm sleep walking and talking

He sarcastically said making me chuckle. He took a chair and sat beside the hospital bed

Jin: Sorry, Lalisa

He said while looking down

Lisa: Huh? Why?

He looked at me and sadly smiled

Jin: I just feel like it's my fault

Lisa: It wasn't, oppa

Jin: I feel like part of it was my fault. If I watched him more that night it might not happened

I shook my head while smiling

Lisa: Were you the one who fucked with another girl behind your wife's back?

Jin: But I was the one with him

Lisa: You do have a habit to blame yourself when it's Jungkook's fault. Oppa, not all Jungkook's mistake is your mistake

Jin: //chuckles// I don't know. Whenever he does something wrong I always feel like I didn't raised him correctly

I smiled. Since my in-laws prioritized business he really was the one who raised him

Lisa: It wasn't how you raised him, oppa. You did nothing wrong

Jin: //sighs// Are you going to leave him?

I pursed my lip and looked at Jungkook. He's still holding my hand and looks like he doesn't have a plan to let me go. Tears slowly started flowing out of my eyes again

Lisa: He doesn't want me to but I should, I have to

I looked down

Lisa: I don't think I can leave him

Jin: Because you love him

It was supposed to be a question but it went out of his mouth as an answer. I smiled and nodded

Lisa: So much. I don't have a plan to leave him yet

Jin: Yet

He repeated and I slowly nodded

Lisa: I know that I would get tired

Jin: And when that happens you would already leave?

Lisa: If I can, I would. He would beg me to stay and because of his cries I might not continue to go

Jin: You will let yourself suffer because you love him so much. I understand that

He said before looking at unnie who's still sleeping beautifully

Jin: I don't want you to leave Jungkook but at the same time I want you to leave him