❝ hola. soy dora. can you say: i'm sorry? - y/n ❞
⟶ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 gon accidentally trips you
and pushes you into a new life with
different people who all want different
things from you ; where you help
...
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KILLUA POV
Y/N. You promised me that you wouldn't die on me. You promised.
And yet, you've done something almost equally worse, and it's so horrible to say this, but I have a feeling that you'll never be the same with me. When people used to tell me that the truth hurts, I never understood. Truth is just the reality; how could it hurt? Yet, looking into your eyes and knowing that you'll never be able to look into mine and see what I see and remember what I remember pains me so much. It pains me knowing you've lost your memories; it pains me that fate worked its way around our promises.
That's what made me leave, you see. I can't deal with seeing you like this. It makes me want to cry, to beg a god I don't worship to bring you back.
The fact that I can see you trying, racking your brain to find out who I am hurts so much. And I can't do anything about it. It takes all I can to not drop to the floor and cry.
Every day, I wake up, and every day, I have to reface the fact that you still don't remember me, the fact that I don't have enough courage to face you again. Face this new you, who's constantly trying to remember me.
If we ever meet again, Y/N, I just want to say:
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not picking my smashed heart off the floor and brushing away my pride and coming to visit you. I'm sorry for not trying hard enough for you, for not matching how hard you were trying for me.
I love you so much, Y/N. You have no idea. And that's why I can't see you as you are right now. A girl with a warped mind who doesn't even remember me. Because all I can see is what I've lost. And I don't want you to always view me as this broken little boy who can't even control his emotions around you. I want you to remember me as someone who has and always will love you. Someone strong. Someone that I can't be when I see this new you. Even though that someone is someon that you've never seen.
It's as if, somehow, I'm placing the blame of why I can't see you, on you. I can assure you I'm not. This is entirely my fault, and will always be my fault.
Everyday, I wish for your memories to come back. But if this is the universe's way to tell me that you'll be better without me, even if I won't, I want you to be happy. Happy forever. So if that means without me, then so be it. Be happy without me, Y/N. I'll love you forever, even if it's just from the side.
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𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 -
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and my own letter to my readers of PROMISE ME, previously called TWO SIDES, ONE COIN :
thank you so, so much for reading this story. it means so much to me that you read this entire story. when i first saw that it had 100 reads, i'll admit, i was overjoyed. and now we've hit 100k. two entirely different numbers for a story that might be trival to you.
honestly, i can't thank you enough for reading. no words will describe how happy you've made me. i live for your comments; they never fail to put a smile on my face. i just hope this story did the same to you.
i love you so, so much and i will forever. if you ever need help with anything, never forget that you can private message me. i will always be there for you, just like you have for me when you read this story.
