Diary Of A Davison

Chapter 15

"Kyla. Kyla. Kyla!!" What the actual fuck? Who dares to scream my name like that? "What's wrong with you? Got a hearing problem already?" He sat down next to me. He must mean from all the noise of this driller or whatever noisy machine is used when they build houses, that was behind me.

"Alec I'm not in the mood for whatever you have to say. Just leave me alone." He scoffed and placed his bag next to him.

"He broke up with you didn't he? That's why you're miserable like this." Seriously?

"I don't know who you're talking about and I don't wish to know."

"You know who I'm talking about Kyla. I told you he'd hurt you but you wouldn't listen." What is wrong with this guy all of a sudden?

"Seriously? Out of all the things I've been through and still going through the only thing you could come up with is if Deveon broke up with me when we weren't even together? Really Alec? Gosh you're so annoying." I rolled my eyes.

"Now I'm annoying? Kyla you're the on who's-" he stopped himself from continuing his sentence.

"What? I'm what? Too blind to see that you've been trying to show me you're inlove with me? Too blind to see that the only thing that rules you is jealousy? What?!!" I hadn't even planned on saying this but his shocked look only confirmed what Em told me. "So you can't speak now?"

"Ky that's not true. I-I..." He stopped talking and looked like he felt embarrassed.

"Oh really? Okay if it's not true look me in the eyes and tell me you don't have feelings for me and if I can kiss you right now you'd not kiss me back." He stared at me confused. I didn't even care that it'd be my first kiss, as long as I get the truth out.

"I can't do that Ky." He said so low I almost didn't hear him from the noise.

"You know what Alec, I'm tired. I really am so I'm not gonna be fighting with you anymore, I'll just accept the fact that our friendship ended the day you stopped talking to me. You know losing a good friend at a time like this isn't something I thought would happen to me." He didn't say anything.

"So before I say goodbye I wanna apologise if I gave you any impression of us being anything one day because I can't think of why you'd fall in love with me because I thought we were friends. Maybe I did give you the impression and didn't notice I don't know so I'm sorry if I did because I don't love you like that. I've never seen you that way and I don't think I ever will." I stood up and looked down to him.

"Good luck finding someone who'll love you back I really hope you find one. Goodbye Alec."

I started walking home. Well there goes a really good friend. I know Caleb said I should stop feeling like I gave people an impression when they express their feelings towards me whether good or bad but Alec was my friend so I thought maybe I did. I called Jerry as I was walking to come pick me up since I was obviously not going to make it by foot.

I reached home and went straight to my room and just threw myself on the bed. "Is being a teenager really this hard or is it just me?" I sighed and wished mom was here to advise me wisely. She'd tell me if I did the right thing.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. That's probably Meg. I'll check it out after I freshen up.

I did that then changed to shorts and a white tank top. I looked at the time on my phone and it was a little bit after 6pm. I also saw who the text was from.

Alec: You're right. I do love you Kyla Davison but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not being honest earlier and the way I've been cold towards you this past weeks. I hope you forgive me one day.