Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 46:

I still can't believe, my mother is dead. Its like my entire body is numb, like i lost feeling throughtout it. i haven't felt this pain in years since i lost my father. i never knew my mother was having problems with her heart. i liten as luke explains what the hospital told him. that she had been in before with heart problems caused by an enlarged heart. i mean i knew my mom had a big heart but i never meant literally.

i look at ashton before collasping on the ground sobbing. i feel ashton pull against his chest and i cry. i wish that i could have my mother back but i know that that is not a option. i stand up and run out of the house. i run past the cars and down the street to the park as i hear Ashton and Luke call out my name.

i ignore them and run until i cannot catch my breath. i feel arms wrap around me " please go away" i cry out but they dont let go. i sob and fight against them but its not use. so i sit on the ground and turn to see luke being the one hold me. i flip around and sob on his shoulder. he is crying to so we cry together. " why does this have to hurt so much luke' i sob. "i don't know jessica but this pain is torture" he says and i nod. "i just want this to end" i look over his shoulder and see ashton standing there and i know his heart is breaking for me since mine is broken.

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i know that this horribly written but i chose to post something while i had wifi for a bit.

but yeah almost killed somone when i went sled riding because they were trashing 5 Seconds of Summer. i really wanted to hit a bitch!!!

MUCH LOVE, JENNI