Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 52:

Songs For Chapter:

What I Like About You: 5SOS

Cry: Kelly Clarkson

Perfect: Simple Plan

Never Again: Kelly Clarkson

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Do ever get to the point where you get so depressed and upset that you are like blank. Like all you do is stare off into space not paying attention to the world around you? Well that is me right now. I know I have all these wonderful people around here for me but I want my mom, scratch that I need her here.

Who am I going to call now when I have a question randomly in the middle of the night? Who am I going to get marriage advice when I need it occasionally? I miss her so much, and I know I should be focusing on my family but it's hard. I want to snap out of this state but I cant.

I should be happy I still have my children, guys and their girls, my brother and Granddaughter, but most importantly Ashton. Ashton has been the rock in my life for years, he's the one stepping up to take care of everything while I sort through my head over the lose of my mother. He is the reason I want to get better, if not for him the kids.

As I sit here and think I here the door open and I turn to see Ashton "how are you" he asks and I nod "I'm ok" I say quietly looking back at the wall. I hear him sigh "Jessica I know you're not fine and that's ok, it's normal" he tells me. I just nod. "So I don't know whether or not you will be ok with this but I'm taking you out" he starts and I turn to him to protest but he covers my mouth with his hand and I sigh "as I was saying me and you are going out. Dylan is watching Sophia and Dustin. Michael is going with Ariana, Luke and Kimberly will be there along with Calum and Olivia. This is an adult night out to get you and Luke out, to forget for a little me" he finishes as he moves his hand.

"Fine but it better me fun. And mostly better make me forget even for a night" I say and he smiles "good you have two hours to get ready" and with that he walks out. I sigh and head to the bathroom to shower. I head to my closet and pull out this dress I haven't wore in forever (which is up top and on Instagram at Daddyashtonfanfic). I put my hair in a bun,quickly do my hair and put my heels in before heading downstairs. once I do and Ashton sees me he stares. "I swear Jessica, every time I see you it seems you get more beautiful" I smile "well thank you" I say and kiss his lips "lets go" I say and we head out. Maybe this won't be such a bad idea after all.

(More in the next chapter. I had to post something I hope this is ok)