Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 9:

I gasp at the scene before and I watch as they break apart "I'm sorry" I start "I was looking for the kids I'm sorry to interrupt" I back away and turn. As I do I feel someone grab my arm "look Jess I'm sorry you saw that" I shake my head at him "it's fine" I say even though my heart hurts. I'm guessing this is what he must of felt like when he saw me with Blake.

"No Jessica it's not ok" he sighs running his fingers through his hair "I may like Casey but I could never have feelings like I do with you and she knows that" "honestly Ashton it's fine besides now I know how you feel" and with that I walk away to find my kids all the while feeling numb after that. Is it possible for ones heart to heart so much. I know I did much worse but god is this painful.

As I continue walking I find them an I look at Bella "sweetie can I talk to you" I ask hoping she says yes. Even though she looks at me with such hatred she walks to an empty room leaving Sophia with Dylan. "Look Bells I am truly sorry for what happened between me and your father I never meant for that to happen" I speak rushingly and she crosses her arms "then why do it mom if you didn't 'mean' for it to happen" I sigh "I was drunk" she scoffs "it's not an excuse but I was out drinking after a long night of performing so I decided to let loose for once. I didn't know he'd be there but basically one thing led to another and bam this happened" I say watching her the whole time "you know I really don't hate you mum I just hate what you did" she says and I pull her into a hug "I know honey" I stroke her back and pull away.

"I think the concerts starting soon we better go to our seats" she nods and she links her arm in mine casing me to smile and we walk off. When we meet Dylan and Sophia at the seats the how begins. Every song is amazing and I away my hips back and forth to the beat. Suddenly before the next song I hear "Jessica this one is for you. I love you and I miss you so here you go.

The begin to play and then sing:

Six weeks since I've been away
And now your sayin' everything has changed
And I'm afraid that I might been losing you
Now every night that I spend alone
Kills me thinking of you on your own
And I wish that I was back home next to you

Oh everyday
You feel a little bit further away
And I don't know what to say
Are we wasting time
talking on a broken line
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
I won't give up
even though it hurts so much
Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers

Late night calls and another text
Is this as good as we're gonna get?
Another timezone taking me away from you
Livin dreams and fluorescent lights
While you and I are running out of time
But you know that I'll always wait for you

Oh everyday
You feel a little bit further away
and I don't know what to say
Are we wasting time
talking on a broken line
Telling you I
haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
I won't give up
even though it hurts so much
Every night I"m losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers

On the phone
I can tell that you wanna move on
Through the tears

I can hear that I shouldn't have gone
Every day, gets harder to stay away from you

So tell me are we wasting time
talking on a broken line
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers

Wasting time
talking on a broken line
telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers

I won't give up
Even though it hurts so much
Every night, I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers

6 months since I went away
I didn't know everything has changed
But tomorrow I'll be coming back to you

When they finish I wipe my face from tears and lay my head on Jenn's shoulder as she pulls me to her side. "Jennifer that was absolutely beautiful what do you think he meant" I say kinda clueless and she chuckles "Jess he wants you back" she says smiling "really" she nods "go get your man I got the kids. I thank her and run off through the crowd to the stage Luke notices me and he pulls me on stage. Ashton notices to so he drops his sticks and walks towards me "Jessica what are you doing" he asks looking at me but then the crowd "something I should of done along time ago" I pull his face towards me and kiss him like my life depended on it.

"I love you Ashton can you please forgive me for the mistakes I've done" I say causing him to nod and he kisses me again "are you sure" I ask "just shut up" and I do when he kisses me again. When we break apart I stare into the most beautiful green eyes "I've missed you Ashton I love you so much" I say "Jessica I've missed you more than you could ever know. I love you too babe" he kisses me again and the crowd cheers.

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Guys I cried writing this but god it's about time they got back together but drama is about to happen!!

Much love, Jenni