Life has been great and thankfully it has been, for the most part. After everything that has been going as well as they I just feel like it is to good to be true. Like my life has to always be up in flames, like if I have even a moment of happiness it always goes up in flames. Like my life isn't meant to be a good one. You would think after all things there would be nothing left to mess up but hopefully there isn't.
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Life with having all of my brothers the only thing missing is my mother and father. I wish with everything I have that were here to share our joy of having Tyler back in our lives. I wished for years to have him back and it truly sucks that our parents are not here.
Everyday that Tyler was gone was just another day of grief straining on my mothers heart. I know in the end her heart gave out not only from a heart attack but also a broken heart. I know how much she missed my brother and father for I missed them as much too but for a mother to lose a child is unbearable. No one will ever know what kind of pain she dealt with on a day to day basis.
Someones life should never never been as dreadful and filled with as much pain as mine has been. Yes i am grateful for Ashton and my children but i never thought i would lose my parents at my age. In all honesty if Ashton was not here for most of the god awful things that have gone on, i have no idea how i would have gotten through it or how i am still dealing. a death of a parent is no joke but two, now that is just hell.
Luckily, my brothers have been here. Luke expectually. Luke has always been my little brother and best friend so our relationship has always been close and one for the books. yes me and Luke do nothing but fight sometimes but i would not have it any other way.
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Sorry for not updating in so long but life has been a drag with work, my dads death and going to warped tour. i also going to be going to the 5 Seconds Of Summer concert on the 1st of september so if you are going you should let me know!!!
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FanficJessica and Ashton are finally married and the twins Annabella and Dylan are now 16. Jessica finally decided to make a music career for herself and is now a famous pop star raising two kids. Lately her and Ashton have drifted apart and are in the br...
