Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 24:

We stay in the tub for a few more minutes then we get out. He wraps me in a towel and carries me to the bed and gently places me on it. I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heart as I fall asleep.

It's like two in the morning and I wake up to a horrible pain in my stomach which has me full blown crying. "Ashton wake up something's wrong" I tell him and he jumps up "is it the baby" he asks and I just barely nod for the pain is unbearable. "Can you walk" he asks and I try to stand but that makes the pain worse "no" I cry as I feel the pain spread throughout my body. I watch as he runs to the kids room to explain what's going on.

Once he comes back he tries to pick me up gently but I end up screaming, clutching onto his shirt. Once he places me in the car he drives to the nearest hospital. On the way there I look down and see that my pants are bloody and I have a guy feeling my baby isn't going to make it which makes me cry more.

"Ashton faster I'm losing the baby" I yell at him and he looks over and sees my bloody pants "shit" he yells and drives faster. We get to the hospital and get put in an room.

6 hours later:

I can't believe it. I stare down at my stomach that is now empty. I lost him and I can't help but feel so much guilt. Ashton has been crying nonstop but what's worse is the kids caught a cab and are now here and are crying too but I can't. I literally feel so empty and numb that I can't function. I haven't said a word to them since the doctor came in and explained what happened.

I can't face Ashton, I felt like this baby was the piece to put us back together but now that he's gone I can't think straight anymore.

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I literally bawled my eyes out writing this and I have chest pains from this. I feel bad for killing off the baby but somehow in my mind I had to as sick as it might seem.