Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 12:

I find myself gripping the sink, hoping I'm wrong. I don't know what I'd do if I was or what would happen between me and Ashton. I just got him and Bella back I can't lose them again. I wipe my face and hear a soft knock on the bathroom door "Jess are you in there" I hear Ashton ask "I'll be right out" I say trying to make it look like I haven't been crying.

When I feel satisfied I open the door and look at Ashton "are you ok" he asks concerned I sigh "I'm fine" "you sure" I nod "yes". He grabs my Han and we walk downstairs and I can't help but feel the guilt. After we eat we all head to bed and as I'm laying next to Ashton I can't help but think about the possibilities of turn outs if I am indeed pregnant. "Jess" I hear and I slowly turn and face him "I know something is wrong I can feel it do you want to talk about he asks stroking my cheek making the guilt worse. "Yes but not now" I say "when" he asks "when I know you won't leave me" I tell him turning over and face away from him and fall asleep.

When I wake up I notice everyone is still asleep so I quietly grab a green day shirt and jeans along with my black and white high top converses and put them on and grab my phone, keys and wallet and quietly leave. I get in the car and drive to the pharmacy and grab two pregnancy test and for some reason drive to Blake's.

I knock on the door and hold up the boxes and he freezes but then nods his head and let's me through. After he shuts the door I hear "if you are it's mine right" I nod "so what will you do" he asks "keep it but pray that he won't leave me" I say forgetting I haven't told him about me and Ashton yet. I look an see him leaning against the doorway with an hurt expression "again" he says "yes again we got back together last night" he walks towards me "and you weren't going to tell me" "I was but it was already late when it was decided I'm sorry" I say trying not to cry.

"I want you to know that if you are indeed pregnant I am helping you and I will be in the kids life" he tells me causing me to nod "I'm gonna go take the tests" I say walking to his bathroom and shut the door and lock it. I pull my pants and panties down and sit on the toilet and take the two tests. When I finish I set them on the counter and pull my pants up and wash my hands. And wait the five long minutes. When I look at my phone and see it's time to check. Before I do I hear Blake knock on the door and I open it "did you read them" he asks an I shake my head "but I'm about to" I look down and stare in shock. "Jessica I am so sorry" he says "I'm pregnant" I say blankly "I can't be".