Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 28:

Everyday since the funeral of my baby my mind has been nothing but jumbled. I don't know what to say to Ashton even though I'm trying to not push him away. Usually if my mind is jumbled like this I go to the music room but today I can't.

5 Seconds of Summer and myself are putting on a charity concert to benefit cancer so I have to sing one song with the boys. At the concert I decide to wear a black shirt with a few buttons, a pair of black ripped skinny jeans and a black beanie with black vans. I curled my hair to make soft small waves, I did my makeup and walked out to find Luke.

Once I spotted him I seen him with his back towards me so I walk up him and poke his side making him jump and I laugh. He turns and hugs me "you ready" he asks "as I'll ever be this is a good distraction" I tell him. "Let's go then" we walk towards the stage and I wait on the side until it's time for me to go on.

They performed Don't Stop, Good Girls, 18, and kiss me kiss me then it's my turn to join them. They decided to have me sing She Look So Perfect with them and I changed some of the words.

(Against the current cover of SLSP)

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Simmer down, simmer down

They say we're too young now to amount to anything else

But look around

We work too damn hard for this just to give it up now

If you don't swim, you'll drown

But don't move, honey

You look so perfect standing there

In your American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down

My lipstick stain is a work of art

I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart

And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey, hey!

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Let's get out, let's get out

'Cause this deadbeat town's only here just to keep us down

While I was out, I found myself alone just thinking

If I showed up with a plane ticket

And a shiny diamond ring with your name on it

Would you wanna run away too?

'Cause all I really want is you

You look so perfect standing there

In your American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down

I made a mixtape straight out of '94

I've got your ripped skinny jeans lying on the floor

And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey, hey!

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

You look so perfect standing there

In my American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down

I made a mixtape straight out of '94

I've got your ripped skinny jeans lying on the floor

And I know now, that I'm so down

Hey, hey!

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

You look so perfect standing there

In my American Apparel underwear

And I know now, that I'm so down (hey)

I made a mixtape straight out of '94

I've got your ripped skinny jeans lying on the floor

And I know now, that I'm so down

Once we finish they crowd is going crazy so we run off. In the end we raised almost 100,000 dollars and we could not of been happier.

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Sorry I've been super busy and haven't posted but lately I've been feeling like this story is not good. I feel like I screwed it up. can you tell me what you think?