Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 1:

(So it's starting yay! I'm going to be using songs from the boys and others throughout the story. I don't own them obviously but I just have to say that.)

It's been 5 months and me and Ashton still aren't back together. He says he still loves me but he has a girlfriend named Casey and that confuses me a bit. Since I figured he moved on I began dating Blake shortly after Ashton started dating again. I will never love Blake or anyone the way I love Ashton and I honestly think I will never stop loving him. Bella has no desire to talk to me. She blames me for the reason we aren't together and it's true.

I was currently sitting in my music room strumming my guitar not really playing. Staring out in space when I feel myself beginning to play more than words by Extreme. I begin singing:

❣Saying I love you

Is not the words I want to hear from you

It's not that I want you

Not to say, but if you only knew

How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do to make it real

Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me

Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away

Then you couldn't make things new

Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand

All you have to do is close your eyes

And just reach out your hands and touch me

Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words is all I ever needed you to show

Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me

Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away

Then you couldn't make things new

Just by saying I love you

More than words❣

As I finish I place the guitar beside me and place my head in my hands and cry. This song always reminded me of Ashton so I don't know why I torture myself by singing it. Today Ashton was coming over to get Sophia and Dylan so he could have them for the weekend. I know that seeing him is gonna hurt but they need to see their dad.

I get up after wiping my face from the tears I head out to find the kids and get them ready. I walk to Sophia's room first since she's the easiest to get ready. I see her on her bed reading. When I walk in the room she turns towards me "is it time to get ready for dads" she asks so I nod "yes it is so grab our bag so I can get your clothes together" and she does. I walk to her closet pulling out a few shirts and shorts. I then walk to her dresser and pull out underwear and some pjs. When I'm done I fold them and place them in the bag.

I then grab it and walk towards Dylan's room and set it on the floor next to his door and knock on the door. "Come in" I hear so I gently push the door open as walk in. I see him on his laptop and he looks at me. "Are you packed for your dad's" I ask "no" he says looking back at the computer "and why not he will be here soon" he shuts the laptop and pushes it aside "I'm not going" he tells me "and why is that" "because" he starts "he left us mom I know it's your fault but mom he didn't have to take Bella or even leave. I mean he could of stayed and worked it out. Besides it's been 5 months and this is the first time he wants to see us"he states. I walk over to the bed and sit next to him "I'm sorry Dylan but you know how his touring is. But you should go if not for your dad then do it for Bella don't you want to see her" I ask and he nods "ok fine I'll do it for her but if I want to come home will come get me since I'm not taking my car" I nod "yes i promise".

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An hour later I hear Ashton's car pull up and my heart literally starts to hurt. I hear him shut his door and walk up and ring the bell. I take a deep breath and open the door "come in" I say and step aside and he walks in so I shut the door. "They will be right down" I tell him and he nods. It's silent for a few minutes. "Will you at least talk to me Ashton" I ask him feeling a little hurt that he hasn't said a word to me "what do you want me to say Jessica? I don't have anything to say. You said it all when you kissed Blake" he says angry "I know and I'm sorry. Honestly I am" I try to tell him "if you're so sorry why are you dating Blake? Huh? Because even if I haven't forgiven you I still love you. We wouldn't be back together but I mean come on it's only been 5 months and you already moved on" he yells. "I haven't moved on can't you see that? I miss you so much that it literally hurts so bad! But I moved on? Ashton you're the one with that Casey girl" I yell back. "Well I don't have feelings for her not like I have with you" "it's the same with me. But it doesn't matter you obviously don't care" I say as the kids come downstairs with their bags. "I guess it's time to go" I say bending down and I hug Sophia and I stand and do the same to Dylan even though he resists. I watch as the walk to the door and tell me goodbye before getting in his car and drive away. I guess this is going to be a long weekend, they just pulled out the drive way and I already miss them but what's worse is the pain from Ashton's absence.

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So it's beginning and I hope for it to be good as the first book. I want to start by saying if there is typos I will go back and fix them. I'm on my phone and post from there so I get autocorrected without noticing a lot. Anyways I hope you like where this is gonna go.

- Jenni✌️