Daddy Ashton 2

CHAPTER 4:

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After Blake drops me off at home I run up to my room and quickly change into something more comfortable. As I'm changing I hear the doorbell ring so I walk down while putting my hair in a bun and open it.

In the doorway I see Luke and Kimberly with their daughter Sydney Paige Hemmings. (thanks 5sosfcuk for the name!) I step aside to let them in. "What are you guys doing here" I ask as I shut the door. I watch as Luke puts Sydney down "Ashton called and told me what happened at the restaurant" I frown "oh" is all I can say "so we figured you might want some company". I chuckle for Luke always knows when I need some brother time.

"I do need company but I have a question" "ok" he says "what are we doing for your birthday" I start "since your here lets do it tonight". He looks at me "sounds good since it's not to late but what about the boys, their wives and kids. You know if we do something and don't invite Ashton he will be mad right" I sigh "I know. Invite him and have him bring the kids so Bella and Dylan don't have to watch Sophia" I tell him and he nods, walking away to call him.

Sighing I walk to the kitchen and try to decide what to do so I grab everything I need out of the cabinets for a cake and start mixing. Once I get it in the oven I hear a knock then feet running and find Sophia heading towards me. When she reaches me I pick her and hug her, kissing the top of her head and reluctantly walk to the living room knowing Ashton is there.

When I walk in I see Michael and Jennifer and their son Kaiden along with Calum and Olivia with their son Koa. Then my eyes land upon Ashton and once again my heart breaks. You may call me weird because all I have to do is say the world and I'd have my family together but it's honestly not that easy.

I mean if you cheated and couldn't go day by day seeing the face of the one you truly love knowing what you did and how much it hurt them could you stand it? Well I can't. I know not being with him hurts but I can't hurt it by having him have to see me everyday knowing what I did.

I set her down and walk to Ashton with one arm to my side and my other holding the top "hey" I say. "Hello Jess" he says "look" I start staring him in the eyes I'm sorry for earlier. I didn't mean for that to happen" I say but he puts a hand up to stop me "it's ok it's over" I nod and look towards Bella who turns her chin up and walks away and that hurts knowing my own daughter hates me.

I'm about to say something but I get cut by Luke "since everyone is here me and the boys decided to play a song for you guys before we debut it to the world" he looks over at the boys "you ready" they nod. "So Ashton wrote this song" Luke says as Ashton looks at me "it's called amnesia" and they begin playing. (I made Ashton write but we all know who did (: )

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

And you're somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you

When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone

All my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy and to face that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

I'm not fine at all

When they finish I take a look at Ashton and run out of the room. I ear someone come after me and so I turn to see and see Ashton "you aren't going to make staying away easy are you" I say crying "no I'm not" he starts and grabs my hand "I know what happened hurt me so much but seeing your face, and the regret that sticks upon it hurts worse. Look Jess I still love you" I look up and jump when I feel his lips touch and as it's like a reflect I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back.

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This is a long chapter yay!

But I have a question? I see people writing imagine books for their stories and I was wondering if I should do one for Daddy Ashton? Comment what you think about the idea.