You checked your watch, and we're disappointed once you realized that it was only 1 o'clock. After your fight with Helena, you left because you needed some space. It was then that you came to the unfortunate conclusion that she was your only friend in London.
You looked in some shops but didn't buy anything because you didn't have money since you left the house in a rush. By this time, you didn't have anything else to do, so you decided to go home.
I could sneak in without her knowing, you thought. You liked this idea since you weren't ready to face her. She, however, had other plans.
"Y/n?" you heard her call the moment you opened the front door. You took a deep breath before walking into the kitchen, where her voice was coming from.
"Yes?" you asked. Once you walked in, you saw that she was standing next to the table. She had changed into a floral sundress that looked absolutely gorgeous on her. Looking at the table, you saw she had cooked.
"I was hoping we could talk?" she asked. You nodded and sat down.
"What do you want to talk about?" She sighed.
"I just want to apologize. What I said was uncalled for, and I really didn't mean it. I'm sorry," she said, and you could see the pain of your fight in her eyes.
"Then why did you say it?" you asked, not ready to give in.
"I just didn't know what else to say. I knew that what I was arguing for was stupid, so I just lashed out," she explained.
"Explain," you said, you knew there was still more.
"Okay so, I got scared. You have a whole life in New York, one that I'm not a part of. If we didn't meet, you would have been back there right after filming," she said. You took her hand back, which you had ignored until now.
"But we did meet," you told her quietly.
"We did, and I fell for you. That scared me because I've been hurt before. I didn't want to just be a break from your real life".
"Hellie, you are my real life. My life in New York was nothing compared to this. I never loved anyone the way I love you".
"I love you, too," she said softly.
"When you said you've been hurt before, we're you talking about Tim?" you asked gently, and she nodded, "well, I don't know if you noticed but I'm much sexier than him," you joked.
This sent her into laughter. "You are," she agreed.
"Seriously, all jokes aside, I will never hurt you the way he did. You're the best partner in the world, and you're mine". She blushed and got up from her chair. She pushed your chair out more so she could sit on your lap.
"Thank you," she whispered, then kissed your ear. You felt butterflies in your stomach.
"I didn't tell you this before, but that dress looks stunning on you," you admitted.
"I thought you would like it," she said coyly, and you laughed. She leaned down to kiss your lips, and you kissed her back eagerly.
"I'm so glad we're not fighting anymore," you said once you broke apart. You felt like a weight had been lifted off your shoulders.
"Me too, but I still have to make it up to you".
"Isn't that what the foods for?" you asked.
"I wouldn't be complaining if I were you," she whispered.
"Oh, I'm not. I was just asking," you said quickly.
"Then let's go in our room, love".
"What are you gonna do to me?" you asked, knowing perfectly well what she had in mind.
"We have to finish what we started this morning," she said, taking you by the hand into the bedroom and shutting the door behind you.
She kissed you eagerly, pushing you back against the bed. She put her hands on the back of your head, pulling you closer. You moaned as she flicked her tongue across your lips, entering your mouth. You put your hands in her hair. As she broke the kiss, you groaned at the loss of contact.
"Get down on the bed," she told you, and you obeyed. You laid down, and a moment later she got on top of you, straddling your waist. She started kissing your neck, which turned into bites.
You moaned at her biting, and she smirked against your skin. She moved down your neck to your collarbone, then started taking off your clothes. She took off your shirt and unhooked your bra, kissing your chest.
"Pretty baby," she hummed, and the butterflies were back in your stomach.
She kissed you down your body, getting to the hem of your pants.
"Want these off?" she teased.
"Yes, please," you begged, and she laughed. She took them off slowly, leaving your underwear on.
"These, too?" she teased again. She pressed her fingers to your clothed clit, making you moan and unable to respond. "I need you to answer of I can't give you what you want," she said.
"Fuck, take those off," you moaned. She giggled, sliding them down your legs and throwing them to the floor. She put her face in between your legs.
"Please don't tease," you begged, her eyes still on yours.
"Shh, I'm making it up to you," she whispered. Her mouth came into contact with your clit, and she kissed it gently. You arched your back, hoping to feel her more.
Her tongue moved down your folds, then she pushed it inside of you. You felt an indescribable about of pleasure building up. You arched your back more, and her movements grew faster.
"Oh my god, don't stop," you moaned. You put your hands in her hair to stabilize yourself. She kept going, then added two fingers. You got closer, and once she curled them, she pushed you over the edge.
She fingered you through your orgasm, and you moaned her name. She smirked, then laid down next to you.
"You taste quite good," she told you, making you blush.
"Thank you," you said, snuggling into her chest.
"So, do you forgive me?" she asked, her eyes wide and innocent.
You laughed. "Of course I do".
"We'll have to find a good apartment to rent, love," she said, but you shushed her.
"Let's save that for tomorrow".
Authors note: me🤝writing smut to cope
I've been ghosting all my irl friends since Friday oops...they're literally gonna give up on me
