Secret Love - Bellatrix Lestrange

Talk to me!

Hey, this is a quick A/N. This chapter will include a TW for torture. I'll set this sign ***when it starts and ends, so that you guys know.

The next week passed pretty quickly. The days were always the same; waking up, getting ready, eating, hanging out with Draco and 3 times we were in Hogsmeade for butter beer. I also tried to talk to Bella but she ignored me the whole time.

When we were in Hogsmeade I secretly bought presents for Christmas for everyone. Yes also for Bellatrix.
For Draco I bought matching hoodies with the Slytherin blazon on it and a big photo frame with lots of pics of both of us.
For Narcissa I bought 2 Swarovski bracelets in silver, I apparated for them to London.
For Lucius I bought also a silver necklace with a Dragon and a sword as pendant, which I found in a shop in Hogsmeade.
And for Bella I bought her favorite roses. Black roses. Draco told me these are her favorite.
I also bought her a black ring from Swarovski with little silver details.
I bought the ring as well when I was in London for Cissa's gift.
Even for the house elves I bought something. Cute little cups with the letters on it; You are the cutest, or you are the best. I thought they were so sweet for them. Okay I think I haven't spent that much Galleons and Money in a long time.

Timeskip: 23.12.1996/Thursday/ 5:00 p.m

It was two days before Christmas. The elves adorned a big Christmas tree in the living room. I loved it so much.

I was in my room, wrapping all the gifts. When I was ready I went to the library. But on the way to it, I recognized whisper shouting in Bellas room. I would lie if I say I wasn't curious.
Should I follow the voices? Argh who cares I will follow them.
I slowly walked to the voices. I stopped before Bellatrix's room.
The door was a bit open so I could see what's happening inside there.
I saw Narcissa and Bella, she looked quite angry. They started talking again.

"Cissa don't you understand? This can't happen." Bellatrix hissed.

"But Bella you can't just throw your feelings a-" Cissy got cut off by Bellatrix.

"Yes I can, but this little monster she is the reason-"

She suddenly stopped. She looked at me. "Shit." I whispered scared. Cissa looked confused but then she also saw me. She looked terrified at me.

"YOU" Bella screamed at me.

I was so scared. She ran up to me, Cissa tried to hold her back but failed.
I wanted to run away but Bella was faster. She opened the door and grabbed my arm roughly.

"Ouch." I cried out.

"Bella stop it, it's not her fault." Cissa tried to convince her but before she could help me, Bella apparated with me to the dungeons.

"The fuck!? Bella what is wrong with you?" I screamed but she ignored me and dragged me deeper into the dungeons. I tried to wriggle out of her grip but I failed badly.

"TALK TO ME!!" I yelled so loud that I was sure that the others could hear it tho. I was really angry.

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She turned around and slapped me across my face. I felt a burning pain on my right cheek. I looked shocked at her. Bellatrix didn't show emotions, she just dragged me deeper until we reached one of the pretty last cells. She pushed me inside, after that she followed me and locked the cell door.
"Why would you do that?" I asked in a crackly voice.

"Because I don't care about you little girl and now now don't you even dare to make a noice." She hissed at me. "But you said-" Bella cut me off by slapping me again in my face. Ouchhhh. I put my hand on my left cheek. Now both my cheeks hurt. She smirked like she was the pure evil and nudged me to the ground. By every step she made, I crawled back until I reached the wall.

I was so so scared. "Oh no, is little Snape scared?" She laughed. I whined a little. Bellatrix started talking. "You know Y/n.." The way she said my name made me shiver but not in a scared way, she continued. "it's all your fault, everything. But I won't show emotions I won't even show mercy. And those kisses, huh I can only laugh about it, did you really think that I like you or better love you. NO, I am not that kind of person." She said in a mocking voice. I didn't understand what she meant with 'everything is my fault' but I didn't say anything. I was also really sad because she said she felt nothing for me. I started crying. Bella just laughed like the biggest psycho.

She came closer to me and pinned me to the ground, so that she was on top of me. I breathed heavily. The woman pressed with her legs, my legs and left arm down on the ground that I had no chance to escape. With her left hand, she pinned my right hand over my head. I tried to push her away but she didn't even move. "Please..." I said with a shaky voice. "Please what? Please hurt me? I would love to." "No please don't do it, please, we can talk about it." I said trying to change her mind. "Shush it now." She swung her wand and her knife appeared. Bella put her wand down next to her and took the dagger in her hand. As I saw it, I stopped breathing in so much fear. She slowly ran her dagger up and down my arm. "Please, you don't have to do this."
"But I want to do it." she whispered and played sad. Suddenly she started cutting my arm.
"AAHHH, NO NOOO, PLEASE STOP, IT HURTS SO MUCH!" I screamed out.
But as she said, no mercy. I felt my own blood running down my arm.
Bella finally stopped and smirked at me. I couldn't even say something. She stared at me and got up from me. As she stood in front of me she looked guilty. "Fuck, what have I done?" She said under her breath but I heard it.

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"Shit no, Y/n can you hear me?" Bella asked and bent down next to me. She took her wand, swung it and the dagger disappeared. I only nodded still in shock. "Oh my god Y/n I am so sorry, I - I don't know what got into me. I broke my own promise." I still just nodded. "Come here" she said and before she could help me getting up, the Malfoy's rushed into the cell.
"TELL ME ARE YOU ALREADY CRAZY NOW?" I hear Draco screaming. I took all my strength together and sat up.
"Oh no, dear!" Narcissa came up to me and helped me standing up.
As I stood up I saw Draco and Lucius standing next to me with their wands pointed at Bellatrix. Bella didn't even try to fight back or something she just let it happen.
I felt so sad for her even though she hurt me but she apologized and I took the apologize.
"No please don't hurt her." I said almost crying. "Are YOU crazy now? She hurt you again. AGAIN"

Draco screamed at me. Okay that was enough for me. I tore myself away from Narcissa and walked up to them.

"NO, FIRST I AM NOT CRAZY, OKAY? SECOND IF YOU HURT HER I WILL NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER EVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN. YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE TOLD YOU ABOUT HER. AND YOU WANT TO HURT HER? YES OKAY DRACO SHE HURT ME, AND I KNOW YOU ARE OVERPROTECTIVE BUT YOU CAN'T STOP ME LOVING HER!" I yelled my soul out. They all looked shocked at me. 100% because I said I love her. I switched the looks between everyone.
"You do what?" Lucius asked incredulously.
"Yes you heard me right. I love her." I said.
I saw a smile hush over Bellas face, I smiled back.
She slowly come up to me, she swung her wand and the wound and blood on my arm disappeared. The others just looked at us, not moving.
Bella opened her arms and hugged me.
"I love you too I think." She said. Me and the others looked eye widened at her. "What?" I asked. "Yes, I love you Y/n."

I hugged her so so tight and hopped this would never stop.
"Y/n I am sorry" Draco spoke up.
"I don't know what to say." Lucius said in a disgusted way.
"It's okay for now I think?" I said.
"Love, I am also so sorry, I still can't believe what I have just done." Bella apologized worried. "It's fine Bella"
"Okay, uh how about we all go upstairs? But Bella may I have a word with you later?" Narcissa said still shocked.
"Yes Cissy." Bella said. We made our way up. Bella and I held our hands during this.

This was part 8, it had a pretty sweet twist in it. I hope you liked it. I will write the next part soon!

Love you guys!