Secret Love - Bellatrix Lestrange

Broken

It was the day I went back to Hogwarts. The time said 6:30, the train to Hogwarts would leave at 8:00. I rolled myself out of my bed and walked towards the bathroom and stopped in front of the mirror. I stared in it. All I saw was a girl with red and puffy eyes, dry lips, already dried tears on her cheeks and messy hair. Just at the sight I started to cry again. I couldn't believe it that Bella actually broke up with me, it felt so surreal. 

I went on with my morning routine and put on my Slytherin uniform. I controlled myself and walked down to the dinning room with my trunks in my hands. On my way down, Draco appeared. 

"Good morning, and excited to go back? Cause I'm not." He said while rolling his eyes. 

"Morning. But yeah actually I am." I answered with a weak voice. 

"You okay? Cause you don't sound like you are..." My friend asked. 

I stopped in my tracks. Draco stopped as well. Honestly I didn't want to cry again but I couldn't hold it back. Tears started to form in my eyes. Dray noticed it immediately and put my trunks down, and gave me a big hug. "Whats wrong little Snape?" 

"Draco- I-I can't do this anymore." I mumbled. 

"Do what?" 

"Okay, listen, I- god its so hard for me to explain, but I feel like I have to tell it to you." 

"You can tell me everything darling." My best friend calmed me. 

"So uh, the Dark Lord found out because of rodolphus that i was in a relationship with Bella so he gave me t-the -the task to k-kill Hermione, Ron and Ginny, or else he-he will kill me and Bella. So I- I agreed. I told Bella about it and then we started fighting and- and then s-she broke up w-with m-me." 

"Merlins beard, I'm so sorry Y/n. But listen, I'm here for you, we can find a solution together okay? I promise you that everything will be fine again. And now we should probably go to the Hogwarts express or else we'll miss it." Draco said. God he's so sweet. I was so happy to have him. We walked to the door, where Narcissa, Lucius and some house elves already waited. Of course Bella wasnt there, what made me Kinda sad but what did I expect. "My two babies, have fun in Hogwarts and send me some letters okay? Love you and watch out for yourselves!" Cissy exclaimed while hugging us. Now I can admit it, Narcissa is and was the mother I never had. 

"Well, guys see you soon." Lucius said. He also gave me hug. 

"Goodbye Cissy and Lucius. Thank you so much for having me." I waved them. 

"No problem dear, oh- should I say Bella that you are leaving or-" she gets cut of.  

"No no- we are- uh we aren't together anymore, she broke up with me yesterday." I announced sad. Their faces dropped. "She did what? OH no honey I'm so sorry. Oh god, if you need anything just tell me okay?" I noticed that it hit her pretty hard, she always supported us so much and said that we are the cutest couple and now we broke up... 

"Mhm, i will." 

"Okay, I think we should leave or else we are really going to miss the train." Draco said. I nodded and said a last goodbye to Lucius and Narcissa. We walked out of the manor. After 15 minutes we were at the platform 9 3/4.

"Ugh, here we go again." The boy said and rolled his eyes as the train arrived. I had to giggle, I just LOVE his motivation. The two of us went in and searched for an empty cabin. Luckily we found one. 

*Timeskip in Hogwarts- Great hall*

We sat down on the slytherin table. Pansy was so happy to see me again, so was I. Dumbledore was about to hold his speech. "Welcome welcome to a another semester at Hogwarts. I hope you had great Holidays. But now let the feast begin." 

"Oh my god, how were your Holidays, you have to tell me EVERYTHING!" Pansy squeaked. 

"By Merlins beard, babe calm down haha. Well theres actually a lot to tell." I laughed but in a sad way. She looked at me with big eyes to sign me to start tell all of it. 

"Okay so, to make it quick, Bellatrix Lestrange tortured me cause she thought I was a burglar, then I fell in love with her, she fell in love with me as well, we became a couple, then we fought a lot, but we always forgave each other, then she Hurt me again but I forgave her. Uh- then we had a extremely big fight and she broke up with me. Yeah thats pretty much all- oh no almost forgot, dad found out that I stayed at the manor and was pretty mad but then he said it was okay." I explained but left out the part that I'm a death eater. I wasnt ready to tell it to her. Maybe when I felt better.  

She looked at me with her mouth wide open. I think she couldn't believe it. "You- you wanna tell me you were in a relationship with THE Bellatrix Lestrange and the she broke up? What the fuck is wrong with her? You are such a beautiful, gorgeous, kind and hot girl. How could she?!" Pansy freaked out. "Mhm sadly yes." I sobbed and had tears in my eyes again. 

"Oh no baby don't cry please, or else I have to cry as well." My bestie whined, started to cry too and hugged me tight.