Secret Love - Bellatrix Lestrange

Break up

Y'all gonna hate me for this but it's for the plot....

I knew that Bella wouldn't understand it at first, how hard it would be for me to kill my best friends. Firstly because she's to much blended by the dark lord and secondly because she doesn't want me dead and our relationship ruined.

"But what will you do? You have no choice!" my fiancé whispered while we sat down on the loveseat in the library. "Ugh Bella, why don't you just understand this?! Do even have a idea how hard it is for me to know that I have to kill my best friends? They aren't just friends, they are like the siblings I never had. And now imagine youd have to kill your sister or else you'd die and I'd die too. Would you just like kill Narcissa? Well I don't think so. Right?" I raised my voice. She literally rolled her eyes on me.

"But Y/n you don't want to die right?"

"But I don't want them to die!"

"So you're telling me they are more important to you than I?? Wow I thought that you'd do anything for me, but it seems like those filthy mudbloods are more worth." Bellatrix also raised her voice.

"I never said that, and you are the most important thing for me in the world, but let me tell you something..." I continued. "You, you are too blended by Voldemort, every single thing he asks you for, you do. Oh and it looks like I have to remember you that you fucking agreed with him to fucking torture me! Already forgot that?!!" I yelled and pointed with my finger at her.

"You dumb girl! Of course I'm not blended- and how dare you say his name! It's disrespectful especially for you as death eater!"
"Hm what did you say? Ah yeah wait- VOLDEMORT VOLDEMORT VOLDEMORT!" I provoked her. Bella looked so mad and I mean really really mad. She put on a face like she would kill me in one of the next seconds.

"UGH! Please just shut your goddamn mouth!! You are so annoying and useless okay, why can't you just obey him? What is so fucking hard? Damn leave! Now!" Bellatrix yelled at me. It broke me that she said that words but I left anyways. I couldn't see her any longer, I needed to calm myself before Id do things that I didn't even wanted to do or regret.

I sent her a death stare and ran out while tears were forming in my eyes. "No Y/n wait I didn't mean what I said-" Bella was cut of again by me closing the door.

Bellatrix POV:

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
What have I done, I started fighting with her again. I actually don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe she is right about me being obsessed with the dark lord. I always listen to him and never care for the other people when I'm around him. I sat down again on the loveseat and started crying. "Why am I so damn stupid?" I sobbed.
My face between my hands. Thinking bout the situation. Tomorrow Y/n would go back to Hogwarts and she needs to kill her friends.... And I didn't support her. Instead I screamed at her because of shit that's not even her fault.

God I felt so bad in that moment. It wasn't my intention to yell at her these stupid words but I couldn't hold myself back.
After a few minutes I decided to go and check on her. I walked up to her room knocking soft on the door.

"Who is it?" she asked.
"Erm, it's- it's me Bel-"
"NO- LEAVE"
"But baby im truly sorry for everything!"
"I said leave!"

"No I Promise, I didn't mean it, these words just slipped out cause I was mad!" I yelled through the door.

"No because I can't hear this anymore. How many times was it now, when you said that it wasn't your responsibility because you had to follow the lords instructions or you were mad? The 3rd? Or even the 4th time? I don't even know it anymore but I can't hear this bullshit!"
She defended herself while she packed her trunk for Hogwarts.

"FINE ILL LEAVE THEN BUT DONT YOU DARE TO COME BACK TO ME CRYING BECAUSE YOU WANT TO APOLOGIZE!!" I shouted.

"So you Are Breaking up with me?" Y/n asked with a low and sad voice.

"Yes indeed I am cause as you probably noticed our relationship doesn't work and it's better for both of us." with that I left and apparated to Hogsmeade to get myself drunk. That's what I needed in the moment.

Your POV:

I couldn't believe what Bellatrix said.

She broke up with me.

And it sounded like it didn't even matter to her.

I started to cry hard. Why'd she do that? Now after I agreed to kill my best friends to keep our relationship? I took out my wand and casted a spell to lock the door. I cuddled myself up in bed and cried myself to sleep. Tomorrow id go back to Hogwarts. I'd have to act normal, no one could ever see my mark and no one should ever know about what Im up to do.