Forever And A Day || Season 1 || Quinn Fabray Story

36. Express Yourself.

Quinn

"Can I ask you guys something private?" Rachel asked from the back row of the risers. I was too busy with a masterpiece of a drawing of her. I looked up and she seemed to be worried about something.

What did she have to worry about?

Was she homeless? Was she pregnant and staying with her best friends family? Did her parents want nothing to do with her? Did she come to terms with the fact that she's probably hopelessly in love with her best friend over the weekend... that she spent time with said best friend and his family and loved every minute of it... and now wished that she could have that all the time. With him.

And have him all to herself... all the time.

No?

Then why did she looked so terrified.

Rachel Berry dramatics. That's why.

I didn't have the patience for this today.

"Yes you should move to Israel." Santana said seriously. I looked up and smirked at that. Santana never misses a beat on insults. I laughed along with her and Brit.

Didn't seem to stop Rachel though, who pulled up a stool at the front of us girls.

"It's about dating" She said and I looked up at that. I thought her and Finn weren't together at the moment. "Not that I'm dating anyone. We all know that Finn and I are no longer an item, and for the sake of the team, I broke up with Jesse."

Okay...

"But let's just say I was dating someone." She continued. "Let's just say, hypothetically we went to a wiggles concert last Friday night, and then because my dads weren't home, we went up to my room and started making out."

I cringed at that and resumed my drawing. This whole thing was grossing me out. I really didn't want to be hearing about Rachel Berry making out.

"It was erotic and romantic."

She's making it worse...

"And then he says... we should do it. And I say, that for a girl... her first time is special. What if then he got really crabby and left, and didn't even take home the care bear I won him playing see ball?" She asked.

All this really didn't sound hypothetical at all.

"Would you please stop talking? You're grossing out my baby" I confessed. This whole conversation is even more awkward with the fact that Mr Schue is sat in the corner. Obviously listening in.

"I just wanna be ready. I know I'm getting older, and these things are going to happen someday, but how do I stop a guy from getting mad at me for saying 'no'?"

"Just do what I do... Never say 'no'." Santana contributed.

"Oh totally. I mean what's the worst that can happen?" Brittany added. "Sorry Quinn" She said looking over at me apologetically.

"Look girl, Don't ask me. The last guy I liked was the mayor of Gaytown." Mercedes said.

I mean yeah, the guy I like only sees me as a friend...

"And I can't wait to get a guy mad at me for saying no." She said with some anger there.

"I mean Ryan and I have been together for a month and a half now and he's not pressured me into anything" Brooke added.

I stand corrected now that just grossed out my baby. I rolled my eyes at Brooke for the fact that she brought that up right now. That was last thing I wanted to think about. Them being together in that way,