Fighter (Lookism X Reader)

9 - Good Night Kisses.

Hey guys! Ali here.

Just a warning. Thoughts of self harm, a bit if verbal abuse as well that may lead to thought of suicide. 

Never keep those thoughts in your head! Tell someone you trust and ask them to help you! Please! So many lives have been lost that way. Don't allow yourself to be another addition to those lost lives. 

Anyways, i hope y'all like this chapter. Love y'all and enjoy☺
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After those crazy days at school, I decided to go to dad's house. And not my own. I was feeling pretty unenergetic and kinda disappointed since... Gun never showed up at my door after the festival. I needed him with me as much as i need him now. I... don't feel so well. My dad is also good comfort, so i'd love to be with him right now, too. 

I ring the bell on the large and elegant house my father owns. A camera flashes at the door and i hear a voice through the speaker. 

"Whooooo is itttt-? *gasp* [Y/n]?! Heeey, what's up!? Come on in, beautiful!" I hear the eccentric voice sing, then they hit a button to let me in.

Obviously, Goo was the one letting me in, and that's who the voice belonged too as well, which made me smile ever so slightly.

The gates on the house are moved open by two housemaids. I bow towards them in respect and they look pretty surprised at first, but then they bow a 90 degree bow back in the same respectful manner. I walk passed them and towards the big brown doors. I take a deep breath. Its been a pretty long time since i came back. Not only that, if Goo announced my arrival that loud, I'm pretty sure my father and Crystal heard it too. And if Goo is there... so is Gun.

"[Y/n]! I'm so happy to see you! How've you been?" Goo runs to me and hugs me tight, then slings an arm around my shoulders. I don't mind, since its Goo. But if Gun is here... He'll probably take care of Goo himself. But I'll let Goo be with me for now. Its Gun's fault anyways. He didn't visit me after he said he would. I'm pretty good at holding grudges, which is probably not healthy, but screw it. I'm gonna give him a hard time... for now. It may or may not backfire. Who knows?

"Hey guys! Look who's here!" Goo announced. I see my dad emerge from his usual seat and walking towards me. 

"[Y/n], my dear girl. How are you doing?" My father asks, shooing Goo away, so he can hug me. I smile as i see Goo pout but then wink over to me before stepping away. My father hugs me and grabs my hand pulling me over to the dinning table. 

"Do you want to eat with us? The food will be out any minute now." My father takes his seat after helping me sit in my own. I hear the front door open and close. Then i hear footsteps coming towards the dinning room. 

"Father, who-?" I hear Crystal stop abruptly when she gets to the table and sees me. 

"Hello, sister." I look over to Crystal and try to put on my best smile for her. It almost works, until I see Gun behind her, then my smile is wiped away completely and it turns into a slight scowl. My sister sees this, and immediately, I see HER scowl turn into a smirk.

"Well well well, look who it is." My sister smiles at me, but behind that sweet innocent smile, is a plan that will probably ruin me.

"How are you, sister? You're going eat with us?" She sits down across from me and Gun keeps looking over to me, trying to make eye contact. I don't.

I nod at Crystal's question and we begin to eat the moment the food is brought out. Goo sits beside me and i sit beside my dad. Crystal sits in the dad's other side, right across from me and Gun sits right next to Crystal as well. And I'm not gonna lie... that got me angry. But I knew that that was only Crystal's plan to get me enraged, make me burst, then have a reason to kick me out.