Fighter (Lookism X Reader)

57 - The Day Before Thanksgiving.

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Y/n sighed as she laid, upside down on the couch, her head hanging off the side of the couch. It was the day before Thanksgiving and she had no plans. 

You would think a girl like her would have millions of places to go but honestly? She didn't. Thanksgiving was all about family. Friends. Giving thanks about the people you have and cherish. 

But this girl had gone through a lot more pain than happiness the past year. Sure there were moments that seemed to last an eternity while they were happening. But when she looked back on them, she would always feel she didn't enjoy it enough. Didn't cherish it enough. There was always something she didn't do. Something she didn't say. 

But she's just like that. She would first think back on the moments that werw enjoyed in the past. Then out of no where, a wave of pain always splashed over her.

Sadness and regret would consume her so she always decided not to look back anymore. At least that's what she wanted to do. 

She felt she couldn't go through with anything. After so many years of trying to become strong. Trying to be happy. There was nothing that could complete her. 

But... What if it wasn't someTHING that's supposed to complete her? What if it was...someONE. 

Y/n sat up straight on the couch cushions, thinking about that one thought with great precision. SomeONE? Could it really be that she had been waiting for someone? 

It was obvious enough that even with all the money...all the fame...all the skill and strength in the world wouldn't- COULDN'T satisfy her... It had to be someone she was missing. 

Someone that would be there for her to lift her up and help her be her strength. Could that single thought be true...?

She couldn't understand it. After so long of trying to achieve someone else's goal... She had finally set foot in a place that seemed to call her name. A place that held the people now most dear to her. 

J high. 

It all began there. 

Wait... But did it? 

...there was that street... Sinu's street... Where she also felt happy... She almost felt complete. Like as if, little by little, a void began to fill up. Complete that empty space that laid in her heart. But before she could even experience what that fulfilment was and felt like...it all fell...apart...

It fell apart there. Right there in that street. 

Y/n got up abruptly and began to change her clothes. Sinu might've left. But there was one person she was sure felt the pain of Sinu's leaving as much as she did. 

There were things she didn't know, but there were sure things she was going to find out. 

Tomorrow would be Thanksgiving so the visiting hours would be shortened. Today...she had to go. There was no more waiting. 

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Y/n called her driver and drove straight to PTJ. On her way there, she called Mr. Jeong. 

"Hello? Yes, hi Mr. Jeong. How are you?" 

"I'm fine, Ms. Choi! But how are you feeling? Do you need me to do something?!" Mr. Jeong asked through the other line. 

Y/n stared out the window as her hands began to shake. She forces them to stop, as she ignores the slight pain strike her body. "I'm okay too, Mr. Jeong. I wanted to ask for a small favor, if you don't mind."