May 5th, around 8.30 pm
Haha yeah hi again
I actually should do maths rn but I'm talking a break- fuck I just remembered I gotta do all.my other home works too MANDKSJDKS
Doesnt matter
So
Ya know, I showed my mum the hairstyle and haircolor I wanted like, 1,5 weeks ago, and she said she'll think abt it and talk to my father about it
And bcs it took so long for her to answer me, I asked at dinner fi she already talked about it with my father (he was still at work at that time) and yk what she said?
"Immeadiately after I shower him the pictures, he said straight up no. 1 bcs its a 'men haircut' and 2. Bcs to dye your hair blue you have to bleich it. And you get the same answer from me."
Yeah and that was kinda the end of the conversation. I tried to argue abt it but she already knew what i Was gonna say and said "in a few years, when you're 18, you can do whatever you want"
And yk what she said when she interrupted me while i played genshin (reminder, around 5 mins before that, I was crying while playing, I literally still.had tears in eyes) and I answered her in a pissed tone?
She said "you dont gotta act that cold just because of your hair" and that I shouldn't make such a 'drama' out of the situation.
Pls should I be happy about the fact that my parents rarely allow me to do smth i want? Should i be smiling like I dont have any worries now that they didnt allow me to change my hair like k want it to me?
Oh also
I still have my eyeliner on, bcs I hadnt have time to put it off, and xk what my brother said just a few mins ago?
"U wear make up to school" "yea what about it." "Pft, you're such a pick me girl plsss"
Yeah that was the end of the conversation
And here I am, overthinking that shit again and again and slowly start worrying if I really act like a Pick me girl
Oh also
Today a few friends of my brother unlocked a New insecurity
I am now also insecure about my bracets 😄
Anygays I should get back to work, I'm already writing abt 10 mins on this pls dhsjejdbejd
Okay bye now
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Randomhi lol uh idrk what to write here- uh I'm posting like, random things and stuff here, and abt the progress of my book that i write, and like Yeah this shit is, now that I finished ohshc and cry when I think abt it, kinda my new coping method DHSJDHS...
