hi lol
uh idrk what to write here-
uh I'm posting like, random things and stuff here, and abt the progress of my book that i write, and like Yeah
this shit is, now that I finished ohshc and cry when I think abt it, kinda my new coping method DHSJDHS...
FUCK WATTPAD IT DELETED EVERYTHING I JUST WROTE ISTFG
Okay
again
Hi
I made myself really good food an hour ago which made me really happy and proud of myself and I didn't really feel bad while eating which is the first time in a pretty ling timespan but yeah
Anyways
So like
I'm really stressed out rn and at the verge of tears but like ofc i cant cry I'm at home and I don't want my mom to confront me and then end up being mad at me again so I'll just text in here höhö
Soooo just fyi this is how my next week's are looking rn:
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So like as u can see it's only 2 more weeks till my exams and ofc, like always, my parents want to do smth next week. For almost the whole week. What a great idea to force your child that has an exam in less then 4 weeks somewhere with the whole fucking family that is fucking big because there are fucking 4 children with a really fucking big age difference somewhere where it doesn't want to be. As if the child doesn't have anything better to do in that time
Anyways
Because of that, they created an even bigger stress for me because I get even less time to study, and it's literally only one more week I get to study after that week till I have the exams so it's really not the greatest thing to do
Also they always act like I have nothing planned like I fucking wanted to get 3 fucking piercings this month, but ig not anymore because there is literally no time anymore. Also my mom still didn't even talk abt it with my dad so
And like I wanted to study with my friends too because like that actually helped me really much and we had planned to study even more intense the last few days and stuff, and like now i dont have any time the whole week because my dad decided (without me btw) that my tutor cones to my place on Monday and Friday, which means that i have the whole week planned out already without a break, isn't that nice 🤣
Gosh that means I only have around 1.5 weeks to study
Fuck
And I wanted to have a day free to go out and buy some albums too but honestly Idk when anymore
But yeah
I'll go now ig, let's just see how it'll be ig haha
