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lol

November 24th, 2021; around 10pm

Lol hi

I know you shouldnt say this, especially not to the people you are related to by blood

But I really want my brother to delete hikmself from this fucking planet

Not disappear from here because then he would be bothering someone else around this world

But like just that he completely disappears

I honestly have never hated anyone this much in my life, not even all the toxic people I used to be friends with were as bad as him

I literally want him to disappear

I just want to live in peace one time man but if I can't even get a silent evening

But egal I'll probably stay the weekend at my cousins place

My aunt adores me anyways and my cousin isn't as bad as my brother, he's an angel next to my brother srsly

But yeah let's see if that works out lol

I really just wish I would get a week vacation from everything

From school, family, people, internet, my mind, my place, just from everything

That would be nice but that's an impossible thing as long as I'm stuck with my situation ig

Anyways this Sunday is the first advent omfg

Christmas is in 4 weeks omfg I need to get presents

I DON'T HAVE MONEY

shit

I hope my parents will give me more then my usual money because I will definitely need it omfg

Oh I need to take a shower

Or ill just shower tmr egal

Bye now I'm cold imma go change 💔