October 15th 2021; around 7.30pm
HELLO PEOPLE AND WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER EPISODE OF MY INNER DEPRESSION
Sorry
Anyways
I'm probably gonna die
Later
Hahaha
Cuz I decided to not do those religious activities with my family today
And like my mom was alr mad abt it
But my dad didn't know till he came home cuz he was at work and like he joined them right when he came home
And he's already mad at me for no reason the whole day anyways
So
Yeah
Actually I'm really scared cuz I really dislike getting yelled at my heart always starts beating so fast and I just get into panick after the person who yelled at me left the room and yeah it's just really not a great feeling
But yeah
Currently I actually am in this kind of panick like I'm.nervous and my heart is beating super fast the whole time because I'm just scared kinda but I'm just gonna ignore it, It always works like that 🕺
Anyways yeah that's actually it sorry that it was so random but meh
At least my dad is working the whole day tmr and the day after tmr 💔
I really hope I will.get atleast a bit of ruhe because I'm really exhausted atm and I need to study for my exam but yeah
Ok nvm my dad just came in he said he was "really disappointed" and that it "wouldn't have hurted me to do smth with my family" and stuff like that
But meh I'm probably get my things taken away realistically thinking lol
Ok bye I'll go now bcs if I'm gonna continue I'm gonna cry and I can't cry rn bcs everybody's here
YOU ARE READING
random stuff, personal notes, etc.
Ngẫu nhiênhi lol uh idrk what to write here- uh I'm posting like, random things and stuff here, and abt the progress of my book that i write, and like Yeah this shit is, now that I finished ohshc and cry when I think abt it, kinda my new coping method DHSJDHS...
