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Still 10th May 2021, around 2 pm

Wassup yall

I came home like, half an hour ago I think, and I just ate ramen for lunch

First good thing that happened to me today

Oh also I got a new book dhshshhddhdh

It's called 'the song of achilles'

Pls I already read pretty good recs in the Internet and wanted that book for quite a while actually, so I'm really happy that I got to buy it hshshdsh

I also bought my friend a book (actually, the same book GXHSHS) bcs she forgot her phone AND money at home today

Yeah uhh

Tbh I feel even worse than before bcs my dad was like, hm how should I call it, he was indirectly insulting me while I was eating ;-;

I dont even think he realizes how much I actually studied for today and how big of a deal this failing grade for me is

Like he acts like I dont care abt the fact that I am currently failing french and that my only interest is in reading, and like, the stuff that I do in my free time, like writing

But funfact

I havent really written or watched or read anything in more than a week or 2

And he still acts like I dont even care about school

And that literally just shows me how little he knows what I'm even doing

Okay wait I gotta schneuzen myself rq

Ogey

Anygays

Uh my throat kinda hurts and I feel really sick

But I really can't tell that my parents rn bcs then they're either gonna let me swallow those pills so that I don't feel sick and are gonna act even stricter and shit or they're gonn let me stay home today and tomorrow

And I dont want either one to happen so- i think it's better if I just keep quiet

Oh also I have religion in like, 2 hours? 1 hour? Idk

But like, I have to go to school again mandjsjejjfdjdj I really don't want to ;-;

I'm so fucking tired please

I dozed off in maths and music the whole time please ut was so hard to stay awake for me djdhejrje

And I'm currently laying in my bed and I really don't wanna leave it bcs its so comfortable plsjrjdjthrrtj

Oh also, I think we hit the 100 times at my experiment, wait lemme count rq

Oh- we're at 108 times rn GDHDHDHD WELL

Yeah ig that's it ._.

Bye for now dhshshs