Ok so surprising update on the situation: my mom just came here AGAIN and asked why I would think that she's so incompetent which literally has nothing to do with this but whatever, she also told me that she will take away my things without warning now if I will just stay on my phone, and that she has enough of me and that I'm the one treating everyone in this family like shit and that I won't open up to her even tho she always kept asking and like stuff like that but I am gonna be honest: I don't give a fuck anymore like I am dead serious rn I don't care i got treated like shit all my childhood all my life (I actually shouldn't complain because there are so many people out there that are having way worse problems than me but I just need to speak my mind rn I'm sorry) and I just don't care anymore because interpreting her words rn she makes it look like I am the monster here, that I am the bad one
But like I said I don't fuvking care anymore I had to handle with all this long enough without saying or doing anything and caring too much about what they did or said
Yeah I had to get that off rn sorry
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Randomhi lol uh idrk what to write here- uh I'm posting like, random things and stuff here, and abt the progress of my book that i write, and like Yeah this shit is, now that I finished ohshc and cry when I think abt it, kinda my new coping method DHSJDHS...
