Mine ✅

Part: 145 Abortion?

"I know, yesterday incident made you change your decision, baby. You don't have to do this, Okay. It happened because of that dream. I don't want to recall that dream even. I am absolutely fine." Sidharth now denied the abortion because he knew that she decided to abort the baby for him. It would hurt her a lot if she does this.

"Hubby, this is my final decision. I am ready for it. Now nobody can stop me from doing this, not even you." She said stubbornly, getting up from the bed. Sidharth was shocked to see her behaviour. She was taking out clothes from the cupboard, he ambled to her. In reality, she was hiding her tears from him. When she heard his footsteps approaching her, she quickly wiped them.

"What happened to you, baby? I am telling you na you don't need to do this." He turned her to himself by holding her arm. "Look I am afraid to lose you but more than that I am afraid to see you breaking down in front of my eyes. It will hurt you a lot. You are a mother." Sidharth tried to explain to her.

Who can say that a day before, Sidharth was the only one who was asking her to abort the baby and she was denying it? Now she wanted to abort the baby but Sidharth didn't. One thing that was common in all this that they were doing this for each other. Before themselves, they always thought about each other. This shows how truly they loved each other.

"It will hurt. But believe me, I will be fine because you are with me. Love can heal any pain. Love will heal my this pain also. I have full trust on my love.. on you." She spoke confidently, looking directly into his eyes. Sidharth was shocked, listening to those words from her mouth. She was talking maturely.

"I can't snatch the baby from you. You were so excited about the baby. You need this baby." He uttered, clasping her face. She looked down sadly. He knew that she was doing this for him and now he couldn't let her do this for him. He didn't want to become selfish by snatching a baby from a mother because of his fear. The situation was becoming more complicated for him.

"Why are you saying that you are snatching the baby from me? It's not your decision, hubby. It's my decision. I need this baby but not more than I need you in my life." She said, gazing at him, her eyes were filled with pain and love.

He asked, "I am with you only. Then What's the need of doing this, baby ?"

"You are with me physically only but mentally your mind is just thinking about the consequences of my pregnancy. I am not blind, hubby, I can see that the fear is making you crazy. You are losing yourself. I don't want to lose you. I have already taken this decision very difficultly now please don't make this more difficult for me." They both gazed at each other, their eyes brimmed with tears.

"But.." he was about to speak something but before he could, she rushed to the washroom. He ran behind her. She shut the door on his face before he could enter inside. She turned on the shower and all the taps so that he wouldn't able to hear her crying. She stood under the shower and started crying. After a few minutes, only she slumped down on the floor.

"I am sorry, chotu baby. Mumma has to do this for your daddy." She cried, hugging her knees close to her chest. She was sitting against the wall. This was a mother condition before the abortion.

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"Now I think we should go to the hospital," Sana said after they had the breakfast. They had taken the breakfast in their room only. They didn't talk about abortion after that.

"But why?" Sidharth asked worriedly after cupping her face.

"For abortion." She stated in a serious tone, looking at him. He closed his eyes disappointedly.