Chapter 29

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I would definitely recommend listening to 'SOS' from Mamma Mia whilst reading this one. 

Y/n POV...

As I paced around my almost empty living room I heard a loud crack, causing me to jump on the spot. I turned making eye contact with George as my heart began to beat rapidly in my chest. He was stood in the doorway with the letter and necklace in hand. "George wh-" I began but then the words dried up in my throat.

We stood looking at each other as a silence filled the room till he spoke "I guess I'm not important enough for a goodbye in person huh?"

"I..." I stuttered.

"How come everyone else got a goodbye in person but I only get a letter?" He asked a look of hurt across his face, but I could also here the pain in his voice.

My heart dropped at his words as I dropped my head to look to the floor. "It was just too hard George" I said not looking up. "Too hard? What's to hard about saying goodbye to someone?" his voice began to raise slightly. "George" I began but he cut me off again. "After everything we've been through together and a goodbye is too fucking hard for you!" he pointed in between us as he said this.

"Yes! saying goodbye to you is fucking hard George!" I began to raise my voice to.

"Why?" He asked.

"You wouldn't understand" I shook my head.

"Then make me understand y/n! please just tell me "His voice rising even more.

"George, you wouldn't get it, so just leave it please" I almost shouted back at him.

"No, I won't leave it y/n, I need to know" he shouted his voice louder yet again. "You can't just do this" he said stepping forward in my direction. I could hear his heavy breathing. "Why is it so hard for you?"

"Because it is George!" I shouted

"Because why?" He shouted back.

"Because George saying goodbye to someone you fucking fell in love with is hard!" I shouted letting slip what I didn't want to. The realisation of what I shouted hit me like a ton of bricks as I let out a heavy breath. George stood but I couldn't read his face, I couldn't tell what he was thinking. A rush of panic came over me causing me to turn on the spot. As I was about to walk, I felt his hand grab my arm.

I was quickly spun back around by the pull. It was so quick that I crashed into his chest. Both of our breathing was quick and heavy as he looked into my eyes. "Say it again" he said not breaking eye contact. I dropped my head not being able to look him in the eye, but George used his other hand to tilt it back up by putting it under my chin. "Please say it again?" He spoke his voice in a much softer tone than it had been just moments before.

"Saying goodbye to someone is hard" I said in a whisper. "Especially when you've fallen for them, and they would never ever feel the same" I said looking down the best I could since my chin was still being help by George's hand. Eventually he removed his hand from my chin and placed it on my cheek instead. He gently stroked his thumb in a horizontal motion. I watched as his mouth began to slowly turn into a smile.

His eyes slowly trailed down my lips and then back up to my eyes before his lips crashed on to mine. He held me tightly the entire time. The kiss was evidently very passionate yet gentle at the same time as it left us both breathless. "Please don't leave me y/n" he said his voice just louder than a whisper as he rested his forehead against mine. "I love you and I just can't lose you..."

I closed my eyes as I felt tears begin to brim in my eyes. A small sob escaped my lips, and my hands began to shake slightly. George pulled me into his chest as one of his arms wrapped around my back and the other was on the back of my head holding me close to him. "Please don't leave me" he said as his voice began to crack. I nodded my head into his chest. His words making me cry more. I couldn't leave him now, if I did, I was not only hurting him but also myself. "I'm not going anywhere" I said into his chest through broken sobs. "You promise?" he asked. "I Promise George"

We stayed in each other's embrace for God knows how long. We both eventually stopped crying but never let go.

My only question now was what happens next? 

A/N 

So i cried the the whole time writing this chapter. 

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love Caitlyn x 

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