Lucy you will never understand
I do but you don't see it
slow burn
A Harry lewis fanfic
Warning: //contains substance abuse ,drugs, alcohol, depression, anxiety manipulation//
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- -𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚟𝚎 The only people left were Harry Lucy and freezy. Jj and vik were bladdered and tobi took them both back, Ethan had pulled so he left earlier, Freya josh gee chip Sarah and Lux left at 2:30 am and talia and simon left at 2 for obvious reasons. Simon left strict instructions for freezy to make sure Lucy got back home alright. It was now 4 am and the club was closing so the three had to leave. "I'll call a taxi" said Harry picking up his phone and dialling the number "Noooooooo I'm not going home yet" said Lucy her heels wrapped around her wrist as they were hurting her like a bitch. "Luc it's 4 am" "I know but they'll be shagginggggg" "Well just come to ours for abit then" "Yayyyy" slurred Lucy as they got into the taxi. They got back and headed into Harry's flat opening a bottle of vodka and passing it between them. Lucy was getting tired and had her head rested on freezy shoulder as Harry was laying flat on the floor.
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"Right i better get going lads" "Bye lucyyy" shouted Harry from the floor "I'll walk you to your flat" said freezy standing up and walking towards the door with her. They got to Lucy's flat. They gave a quick hug before Lucy headed in and went into her room getting changed and taking her makeup off. She got into bed and was just scrolling through Pinterest when she got a message.
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She found herself once again getting up getting a coat and heading up to the rooftop to see Harry sat on the side overlooking London with his bright green Tommy Hilfiger coat that practically drowned him "Hey" "Hey what's up" "Just needed someone to talk to" "Fair enough Harry can I just ask why did you get back with her when she put you through so much shit" "I need her. I'm not me without her everyone sees it im more down less funny l. I love her she makes me whole and I- I just don't think I can't live without her. That was cringy I'm sorry" "Don't be sorry your hurting I don't blame you I would've been the same if I was in your position" "Do you think I over reacted?" "No of course not if it was me I would've flipped truth be told" "I don't know I just felt like I took it too far maybe I should apologise" "Don't it'll show she's won don't do it" "I won't" The two sat silently watching the stars it was comfortable and not weird between them. Harry loved he had someone that actually understood him but he was still confused about this mysterious girl. "Who was that lad I met then sorry for being nosey" "Don't worry about it just some prick that thought he controlled me after 1 date" "Oh shit he was eyeing up the lads for a while" "He didn't like me being mates with boys I don't give a shit" "Fair enough"
"It's time for me to go in knackered" "Same thing next week" "Always just without the weed" "Agreed oh and I'm sorry for what Milly said she always has a problem when she's jealous" "Don't blame her I mean look at me" said Lucy jokingly to lift the spirits a little. "Night Luc" "Night dinho" "Shit who's told you dinho then" "The one and only freezy" "Fucks sake guessing you've heard bog anorl" "Yup but I like dinho bye dinho" said Lucy tiptoeing into her flat.
A week later: A week had passed and the group were closer than ever going out almost every week talia and simon had finally announced they were together and Harry was coping not exactly well. His main channel died and he stopped posting and so did his side channel he stopped streaming and stopped going on night outs just blocking him self out from everyone. They all tried to get him back out but nothing he always declined. Lucy was back on tinder looking for someone something she got bored again her commitment issues played up every time she tried. Lucy was just chilling editing a video she had filmed the day before with Simon when she got a message.
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And just like that Lucy got up and headed out to go and try to speak to Harry. She got to his door and walked straight in and was greeted by a hungry freezy who was sat on the counter eating a McDonald's. "Thankgod your here your our last hope" "Freezy hes not going to listen to me" "But try at least" "Fine fine" Lucy walked up to his room and knocked on the door when she had no reply. She knocked again and was was greeted with a smal grunt from the other side. "Harry it's me" "What you want" "Can I come in" "Sure"