you don't understand you never will.

𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝.

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- 𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝
We were finally on the train back to London I didn't tell them Harry and josh were picking us up. Josh and Noah seem to be getting close they went on the Xbox together a few times. And in fairness i wanted to see Noah's reaction.

We finally got off the train and dragging out suitcases went out into the car park.
"Luc why are we waiting can't we just get a taxi" Noah groaned I've never met anyone more impatient
"Jesus come on" I said seeing Harry's car I led them to it.
"Since when you bought a Range Rover"
"Since never" I laughed and Harry and josh hopped out.
"Heyy" I said pulling Harry into a hug and then josh
"It's nice to meet you josh" I smiled
Noah and Louise said hello to Harry and josh and we put out suitcases in the back and I sat at the front with Harry.
"Do you think they'll get along" I said to Harry
"Yeah no of course their both neeks" he laughed
"Neek?"
"Yeah"
"What the fucks a neek" I questioned
"I don't know to be honest"
"Say it in a sentence" I asked for me to try and figure out
"Ksi is a fat neek" he laughed
"Fucks sake" I laughed back

We drove to mine and josh and Harry came inside me and Harry speaking in my kitchen and the two teens on the couch playing fifa whilst Louise watched.
"What you doing then later"
He asked
" Simon wants to see Lou so then me simon talia and them are gonna go for a meal your welcome to join if you want" I said sipping on my tea
"Nah nah probs gonna film with him" he said
"Fuck off come with us I could do with not third wheeling Lou and Noah and talia and simon"
"Josh mate you wanna go for a meal with these lot later!" He shouted
"Yeha but Noah's shit at fifa"
"Oi oi nah nah you've got mbappe mate"
"Excuses"
"Jesus Christ" I muttered.

Me and Harry went to my room for a while waiting for Simon to come.
"Luc!" Noah shouted
"What's up?" I asked
"Right well can josh stop over tonight?" He asked fuck me they'd only just met and become best mates
"Jesus noah what about lou?" I asked
"She's stopping at si's tonight"
"Go ill see" I said shooing him off until he left my room
I looked up and Harry who was sat on my bed.
"If josh is stopping so are you" I said to him finishing up my blush
"Nah you can take him for night" he laughed
"Fuck off your stopping I'm not dealing with 2 teenage boys on my own" i said laughing
"Alright alright" he laughed.
I walked into the living room and told the boys who were buzzing.
"Oi josh don't fucking be a twat I'm staying aswell" said Harry walking in and tackling him.

Finally simon and talia arrived and we all made our way for our meal. It was great lou seemed to get along really well with talia which was always great. After lou went back with Simon and talia to stay over and josh and Noah came over with us.

The two began dragging the spare bedroom mattress to the living room. Noah was convinced he could beat Harry at fifa so the three were all playing shading each other.
"Harry do you want a drink?" I asked him
"Yeah whatve you got?"
"Erm Stella peroni vodka coke gin what you fancy?"
"I'll have a Stella" he shouted back
"I'll have a Stella aswell" said noah
"Ha fuck off mum will kill me"
"Let the lads have a Stella" said Harry he clearly was getting along with Noah as I saw them both budging each other
"Fine bud snitch and ill kill you" I said
"Josh do you want a Stella?" I asked him
"Yeah please"
Probably shouldn't be giving 15 nearly 16 year olds Stella but i knew they'd drank before wasent a big deal.
I handed them all their drinks and I had a gin in my hand as I went on Instagram scrolling through posts as the three played.
When I suddenly got a message.

"Fuck fuck fuck" I mumbled under my breath.
"Harry Harry" I said trying to get his attention
"One sec" he said not removing his eyes from the screen
"Quick" i said nudging him
"I'm not letting two teens beat me" he said
"Harry it's Owen" I whispered into his ear to see his face drop. He put down the controller and followed me into my bedroom.
"Erm goodnight lads don't stay up too late and if you want to drink don't try and refill I'll notice message me if you need anything" I fake smiled before closing my door and turning to Harry who was sat on my bed.
"What's happened" he said concerned
I said nothing but showed him my phone.
I saw his eyes reading the messages.
"Harry he knows where I live what if he comes" I said hyper ventilating trying to be quiet so the boys wouldn't hear.
Harry pulled me into him as I gave him a hug a few tears falling from my eyes
"Don't worry nothings going to happen" he muttered to me still keeping me close