you don't understand you never will.

𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎.

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- 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎
Lucy was finally realised from hospital still dazed and confused from the night. Harry spent the night with her no matter how many times she told him to go home he didn't want to leave her side.

Harry's POV:
After owen left I couldn't leave Lucy. I somehow felt like I should've been there the whole time. He's a twat and I can't believe he'd ever do that. Lucy kept insisting for me to go after talia and Simon left for some rest but I simply couldn't I stayed next to her talking to her all night until she fell asleep I was dying I can't lie but I stayed by her side. She was sound asleep next to me and I started thinking about what Owen was saying. I wasn't in love with Lucy I was just protective of her I guess. She'd been hurt too many times it was never fair on her. I can't lie yeah she's stunning but I know she doesn't feel the same it's better we stay as best friends.

Normal POV:
It was the next day and Lucy was being discharged and Harry took her home and got her settled in.
Lucy was glad in a way that she couldn't remember the night because she was afraid if something had happened to her and right now her not knowing anything about it was better for her and her mentality. Lucy asked Harry to stay the night she didn't feel safe owen knew where she lived she was afraid he'd come in the middle of the night and wrap his icy cold fingers around her.
Lucy got into bed Harry next to her putting on some youtube video's that Lucy loved. She felt safe in his embrace his arms wrapped around her as she slept soundly.

"Owen oh my god what happened" i said my vision was blurry but I noticed I was in a taxi his arm holding onto my shoulder
"It's all good you wanted to come home" he said smiling
"Ohhhhh right" I replied my vision slightly coming back until he lifted me up and out of the cab I didn't have any energy to release myself from his grip
"Thankyou Owen byeee" he put me down so I was stood at the door waiting for him to leave.
"Nah nah I'm not done here don't I get anything for this" why isn't he leaving fuck I immediately go into panic mode
"Please leave I'll call Harry" I said defensively
"Fucking Harry you know you want me" he said placing his cold icy touch that was rough onto my shoulders dragging his finger across my neckline
"Don't fucking touch me" I shout moving away but I stumbled . My vision began playing up again and my head was spinning the whole room was spinning as the tall man moved closer to me
"Don't you fucking shout at me" he shouted back  making me shudder his voice so deep it could kill. I stepped back the slightest the room spinning my vision blurring I couldn't tell where I was until I felt his touch once again grip onto my wrists tightening his grip making me yelp out in pain. Using his full force he pulled my body into my bedroom I tried kicking and scream
"Ahhhh get off me!!" I sobbed as my body lay bare across the hard wood flooring.

"Fuck fuck" she screamed waking up sweating hyperventilating. Tears fell down her skin
"Woah woah what's up" Harry said startled waking up and immediately placing his arms around her as she once again cried into him.
"I - uh remember" she said inbetween sobs
Harry clocked it and tried his best to make her feel safe he was never an empathetic person neither was she they'd laugh at kids falling and such so Harry caring was something nobody would've known.
"Don't worry it's alright your safe now yeah" he uttered to her fiddling with her golden hair.
The two eventually fell back asleep Lucy having no more nightmares but it still being in the back of her mind forever and always.

For the next few days Lucy never left her flat and couldn't bare getting changed showerd or eating. Harry tried his best to help inviting talia and simon round making her food trying to cheer her up but it was still in the back of her head. Her phone was buzzing off the hooks 24/7 messages from the group asking what's wrong or what happened but she couldn't bare telling them.