Lucy you will never understand
I do but you don't see it
slow burn
A Harry lewis fanfic
Warning: //contains substance abuse ,drugs, alcohol, depression, anxiety manipulation//
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- - 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 Lucy had been flat hunting for abit when she found her dream flat only 5 minutes away from her current location. Today was the day simon was moving out so everything was being packed and sorted. "Can't lie I'm abit sad to be honest" smiled Lucy helping move the boxes to the front door "Why" he laughed "Nah because we haven't even lived together for a year and it's been so fun" she laughed "Awh Lucy's getting sentimental" he laughed bringing her into a hug
They were all packed and Simon said his goodbyes and moved eveything into his new home. *
Lucy had moved into her new home it was so nice. It was the sidemen move in party so she began getting ready straightening her hair and doing her makeup. The boys invited owen to come with her and she didn't want him to come but then she realised it'd look sketchy so she was reluctantly fetching him. She was gonna pick him up in the Uber until he forced himself to go to hers. She was in her room applying some makeup when she heard a knock at her door and went to answer. "Hey babe" he said smiley pulling her into a side kiss "Hi" she said reluctantly bettor closing the door "I just need to get changed and then we can go" she said retreating into her room. She began getting changed into a red dress. She slid into the dress when suddenly her door flew open. He instant response was to cover her boobs which were in a matching red bra. "Why the fuck are you in my room" she shouted turning away from him and immediately pulling the straps up. She began trying to zip the zipper which was on the back of her dress when she felt his cold icy touch on her. His fingers draping over the zip moving back and forth until finally landing on the zip and pulling it up for her "You don't have to coverup for me" he said his tone of voice was cruel. Sexy in a way the raspiness behind it could make any woman feel a type of way just not this woman. "I don't want you." She said sternly He stepped in front of her tracing his finger across her collarbone and down her shoulder. It wasn't a lie lucy had been craving the touch of a man. Someone who could make her feel good. She'd not had sex in a long while she never liked giving someone the trust of it. But something about this man made her repulse all men. She didn't want him inside her she didn't want him anywhere near her. "Ohh you will after tonight" he smirked moving his hand towards her throat gripping it ever so slightly. Before dragging his hand down her boobs. She moved away sprayed her perfume and threw on her heels and they made there way to the house.
They arrived hand in hand knocking when they were greeted by a drunk Harry at the door. "LUCY FINALLY YOUR HERE" he slurred oblivious to the man stood next to her he pulled her into her hug causing Lucy to let go of Owens hand which she received a glare for. "Oh you alright mate" he said after realising. In which owen responded by saying hello and then they walked in. Lucy was forced to walk around with Owen until she finally got away from him to talk to talia and Freya who were stood together. "You okay Luc" said Freya popping Lucy back into reality after she'd zoned out "Mhm yeah I'm okay" she grinned "Just saying how it seems Owen is getting along with josh" said talia "Oh yeah that's great" she said "Everything okay?" "Hm no everything's fine just been a bit stressed" she smiled "We need a girls night out" laughed talia "Yesssss" They were interrupted by Owen joining them throwing an arm over Lucy's shoulder and passing her a vodka coke since he'd learnt from last time "Thankyou" she smiled at him. Her drink was a bit more bubbly than usual but she never thought anything of it.
The night continued Lucy was getting drunker by the seconds which was not her plan she'd only had two vodka cokes and no shots as she'd refused. The room was spinning everything began blurred. She stumbled over to Harry who was dancing and she began dancing with him "Whoop Lucy you having fun" he shouted over the noise "Yeah... it. It's gre.." she began saying until she felt the world collapse and so did she. She fell to the floor blacked out her head hit the floor and the room went silent until everyone began running towards her. Everyone was crowding her simon talia and Harry crouched next to her shaking her "Luc Luc are you okay come on Luc" recited talia shaking here "Fuck luc are you okay" said Simon fear in his words "Luc someone call an ambulance!"said Harry attempting to wake her up and owen came running in. "Babe come on it's okay your abit too drunk come on babe I love you" he said lifting her shoulders up as she slumped into him "What happened?" Asked jj "She she was just dancing with me and then she fainted" said Harry in a worrying tone "I'll call an ambulance" said vik pulling out his phone "No don't she's fine no thanks to this idiot" he spitted at Harry picking Lucy's dead weight and carrying her out "Message us if she's okay" shouted talia before the door slammed and owen took Lucy home "What do you mean no thanks to me" shouted an angry and drunk Harry who began storming to the door until simon and talia stopped him "Harry don't Lucy wouldn't want this yeah just leave it" he said to his friend calming him down. "You don't think it was my fault right?" He said tears in his eyes which was unusual for Harry "Mate she's probs too drunk we don't know if anything's happened" said josh from behind. "Come on bog let's go home" he smiled taking Harry and they got into a cab back home.