you don't understand you never will.

£20 please

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-£𝟸𝟶 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎
PLAY WHEN I SAY FOR EFFECT :) ^^

Harry's POV:
I went back to bed and began scrolling through comments of the Instagram I posted.

There were some other comments calling milly a slag which I agreeed with but nobody needed to know that. People were also commenting how they were happy I found love again but the truth was I haven't it's fake. At the back of my head the dm about a guy called owen frustrated me.
Why does he think somethings going on with me and Lucy
Do they go out why else would he be annoyed by it
She would've told me?
She's not a slut she's fit
Then it clicked that the owen might be the one I met in the club that gave me an off vibe just seemed a bit off. The thoughts were getting too much so I got up quietly and got changed into a sports top and shorts and put my running shoes on I picked up my phone and AirPods and reached for the door when I heard my name behind me.

Lucy's POV:
Out of all times owen could message me it had to be when Harry was on my phone but I don't think he saw it. I just want to tell someone but I can't risk it. But it's Harry I want to tell him I need to. The thoughts were draining me I needed to get out so I waited for Harry to fall asleep so I could go for a walk as he wouldn't want me going on my own at this time.
3AM
He's still awake I'm bored as I've got one AirPod in listening to music and he won't go to sleep. Suddenly I saw his figure get up and start getting changed just as he reached to open the door I spoke.
"Harry?" I said trying to seem like I just woke up
"Oh shit sorry um didn't mean to wake you" I could imagine his posture in my head I knew it was either scratching his chest or had his hand on his neck I'd learnt his mannerisms quite easy.
"Where you going?" I asked hoping it was for a walk so I could join
"I'm going for a run you coming?" He asked putting on the light
"Yeah I'll be one min " and with that I stood up and picked the Nike pro shorts and matching sports bra. Although it being 3 Am it was 25 degrees so better safe than sorry. I came out and threw my hair into a low pony to see Harry sat on his bed holding out both AirPod cases.
"Mine or yours?" He asked holding them both up
"Yours" I smiled "your playlist is better"
"Well fair enough" he replied

Harry's POV
We opened the bedroom door silently and she led the way in front of me whilst putting an AirPod in. As she walked down the spiralling stairs my eyes wandered and I saw she was wearing Nike pros that made her figure amazing. We opened the door and we stood outside as we were deciding which song to put on
"Oo that one!" She said whilst pointing to good without by mimi Webb
"Lucy do you want to be crying or running" I joked and carried on scrolling
" can we do both?" She asked looking into my eyes and she seemed quite serious
"If you need to yes" I said letting her know I'm here for her just as much as she is for me
"Nice one so this song pleaseeeee" she said pointing to shining by Beyoncé I agreed and we put it on and began running.

Lucy's POV:
I needed a cry but it's hard I guess with so many people around you.
Me and Harry were running for a good 25 mins until we found a nice place overlooking the sea as the sun was rising we sat down.
"You know I wasn't even sleep the whole time?" I said breaking the silence it wasn't awkward but I wanted a conversation so
"What I didn't see a light" questioned Harry
"I was waiting for you to sleep so I could go for a walk"
"Couldn't really sleep to be honest"
"Me neither" I said looking back into the sunset
"Luc" said Harry a solemn tone in his voice that was comforting
"Mhm" I said looking back at him
"Just know I'm here for you You've done so much for me and you can always rant to me" he said placing his arm around my shoulder and pulling me in.
"Imagine we'd never met that night you came out of the bathroom" I said trying to change the convo
"I know I don't think I would be alive If I'm telling the truth"
Did I really save his life I only did what friend would do.
"Lucy are you okay be truthful with me" he asked me.
Truth- no I'm not but I can't explain it

normal POV
"Give me your phone" asked Lucy timidly as Harry gave her his phone and she went onto Apple Music and played Cry by Rihanna.
"This song is exactly how I'm feeling right now I can't explain it okay." She said turning the phone off and moved closer to Harry.
(PLAY THE SONG FOR EFFECT)
Im not the type to get my heart broken
Im nor the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
This was true she never talked about her feeling and her telling Harry right now was a miracle.
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got that whole in love thing
She'd never been in love although being with her ex for years and him saying I love you she never said it back.
My mind is gone I'm spinning round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm loosing grip what's happening
She had built up sadness in her and it was hurting her she just couldn't show it she was loosing herself again and she feared this time she'd go under a lot further.
but no matter what you'll never see me cry
(YOU CAN SROP IT NOW;)
And just as that last word was said she began to cry into Harry's shoulder as he rubbed circles into her shoulder.
"Lucy you just seem like you need to talk it all out"
"Harry I wish I could but I can't I will tell you but I can't right now" stuttered Lucy
"Whenever your ready I'm here" he said comforting and giving her a hug where she cried more into his back.
"I'm sorry Harry "
"What's there to be sorry about"
"I know you probably don't want someone crying into your arms"
"Anything for you Luc"
"I fucking love tou Harry"
" I love you too Luc" they both said befor giving each other a big hug and started walking home.
She looked at him and began wiping her eyes.
"Good as new happy Lucy's back"
"Wrong time but Lucy has bundaaa" shouted Harry. As Lucy jumped in front of him and began shaking it joking around.
"Perfect time and Harry gives off big dick vibes!" Shouted Lucy
"I'll take that" Lucy jumped onto Harry's back and they walked home laughing. She felt abit better as most of her emotions came out . They stood outside the house.
"Oh Harry you owe me £20"
"How?" Questioned Harry
"The bet from earlier I kissed you but nobody knows if was me therefore cough up" said Lucy placing her hand out

Harry's POV/
She has her hand placed out in front of me and I decided to do something.
She was perfect stood in front of me and I don't know wether it was the right decision but I didn't care. I slowly moved forwards and placed my lips onto his she was a bit shocked at first but eased into it I pulled away and smiled at her.
"Guess we're even and nobody knows it's me" I shrugged

Lucy's POV"
First off where did Confident Harry come from second I was not expecting that but I smiled at him and as much as I was confused I liked it.

Normal POV"
The two went back to their room and actually went to sleep

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