you don't understand you never will.

𝚑𝚘𝚠'𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚗?

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- 𝚑𝚘𝚠'𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚗?
I was on the train to leeds to go and visit everyone I didn't tell them I was coming so non of them knew. Harry's flown back to guernsey for a few days and everyone else is still in London. I finally arrived in leeds and booked a taxi to go home. Dragging my suitcase along the patio before walking in.
"Helloooo anyone home?" I shouted
"Who is it?" Shouted mum from the kitchen I could smell her cooking.
"Come and seee!" I said back
She came through to the living room kitchen towel in hand.
"Oh my christ Lucy darling!!" She shouted pulling me into a hug
"I've missed you so much my darling how are you feeling?" She asked me. When I was in hospital simon called her letting her know but I never told her the reason why I just said I'd fainted to stop her from worrying and sending me back to leeds.
"I'm loads better now where's dad and Noah?" I asked pulling away
"Well everyone's coming round for dinner so they've gone out for some coal for the barbecue" she said as I followed her into the kitchen.
"Does anyone know your here?" She asked me
"Nope and I wanted to ask can I take Lou and Noah back with me they've been begging me to come"
"I don't see why not" she smiled
She made us both a cup of tea as we sat down in the garden catching up.
"So how's London treating you?" She asked
"Good good I moved into this new flat and my group of friends are amazing"
"Awh that's good how's Owen"
"Mam how'd you know about Owen?" I said confused I'd never told her
"Oh shit um"
"Mam spill"
"Okay well simon must've told me why did you never tell me"
"It's a long story mam" I said to her
"Alright darling well what about that Harry I like him he seems funny"
"Mam how'd you know about Harry"
"Noah said it"
"Well he's wrong he's my hes friend"
"Ohh I am sorry darling" she said her hands wrapped around the cup.
"You heard about Noah and Louise?" She said
"Yeah told me when I called him since when?"
"She's been round nearly everyday I'm glad but if they break up what happens to the family" she said
"True but me and simon have already said we'd kill them" I laughed until we heard the front door open.
"We're back!" I heard my dad shout
"Mam I'm going upstairs to get changed before lou is round!" Shouted noah
"Darling come here I need help for a second!" Mum shouted back
"What man- Lucy oh my days man why didn't you tell me you were coming!" He shouted before I pulled him into a hug
"Wha Lucy isn't here? Lucy darling your home" Dad said behind after I pulled him into a hug.
"First of all who let him grow this tall" I said he was insanely tall now quite weird.

After catching up with the two I went up to my bedroom I was only staying 2 days because I needed to get back but it was alright. My childhood bedroom where my career started everything was left as it was.
Slowly simons family started arriving it was great being with everyone I did miss my family. I was sat with just simons mum chatting for a while.
"So how's simon been then" she asked
"He's doing great he moved out into the house he's doing really really well" I said back
"Oo and hows his new girlfriend talia isn't it" she asked
"Yeah honestly she's so nice she's my bestfriend she's good for Simon you'd like her" I said back
"Awh that's good then I can't wait to meet her"
"Oh can I ask any chance I can take Lou back with me to London the two kept begging me to come she'd only be coming for 2 days"
"Yeah of course I'll send you the money darling"
"Don't worry I'll sort it"I said smiling
The day was great everyone was drinking and I loved being around them.

It was now night so I was up in my room and lou was stopping round so Noah and Lou were in my room sat next to me for a while.
"Oh Lou remember to go home and pack for 2 days darling" I said looking at her
"What do you mean" she asked confused looking up from her phone
"And you Noah pack"
"I'm so confused"
"I'm taking you both back with me your staying for 2 days then I'm sending you back" I laughed
"What really!" Said louise excited
"Mhm" I said
"Yeah man I'm gonna meet ksi and Harry" he said gassed up
"Depends if they wanna see yous" I laughed
They both stayed next to me for a while and Harry called me.
"Hello stranger" he said
"Hello where are you?" I asked
"Fucking just had to peg it from josh won't leave me alone" he laughed
"No don't cause these two won't leave me alone" I said panning the camera to Louise who waved and noah
"Oh my god it's Harry" said noah excited
"For fucks sake" I said
"You alright mate" said Harry as I passed the phone to noah
"Nah mate love your fifa vidoes better than simons any day" said noah
"Thank you thank you appreciate It mate"
"Ah what's going on with you and out Luc eh" he said before I snatched the phone of him
"I'm only taking louise back now" I said
"Nah I wanna meet him sounds a laugh" sid Harry
"Shut up your on my side" I laughed.
Me and Harry talked for a while until we heard banging from behind Harry
"Fuck off josh!!" He shouted to the door
"I wanna meet your girlfriend!!" Josh shouted from behind
"She's not my girlfriend!" He shouted back
"Let him in don't be tight"
He walked up to the door and let him in
"Can I see your girlfriend now" he said
"Not my-" "hi josh!" I waved cutting Harry of to see josh looking at me
"Hiya Lucy when you coming to guernsey"
"He won't take me" I said joking
"Ah ah no"
"Harry come to leeds" shouted noah from next to me
"Fucking family reunion" said Harry
"When you back in London?" He asked me
"Two days I'm fetching these though what about you" I said
"Flying back tomorrow for filming hes coming aswell"
"You two piss of out of my room if your gonna keep kissing your worse than Freya and josh" I said
And the two then left the room.
"You know josh really wants to meet you" said Harry
"Well shall we for something because Noah wants to meet you aswell" I said
"Nandos?"
"I'm down and I need a favor" I said
"Go on"
"Any chance you can pick us up from station?"
"Yeah I'll take freezy car"
"Your a legend love you"
"Love you"