Lucy you will never understand
I do but you don't see it
slow burn
A Harry lewis fanfic
Warning: //contains substance abuse ,drugs, alcohol, depression, anxiety manipulation//
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- - I want to do this The lights of london were as beautiful shining onto each building that stood tall all the sky scrapers really made Lucy remember why she moved to this city. She pulled out her phone and went onto her camera app. "Fuck off my eyes are so bad" she laughed looking at her blood shot eyes moving the camera to Harry "Nah mine aren't even that bad" he laughed "Isn't it like when we first met" she smiled putting her phone away taking another hit of the blunt then passing it back to Harry. "Oh my days I was always scared you thought I was a druggy!" He laughed taking a hit of the blunt too before eventually stubbing it out "See I can't judge you for it when you didn't know anything about me at that moment in time" she smiled leaning into him as he put her arm around her "It's been ages since we've been up here and smoked" "I know but we do love a reunion" she smiled They sat on the roof for the first time in ages highly intoxicated and a-bit of drugs in their system but they were loving life. Smoking wasn't a thing they were doing when they were sad and wanted to get away from things, it was now something they could do once in a while and have fun while doing it. "Did you mean what you said earlier?" She asked him her eyes slightly closing but she didn't make eye contact with him she just kept looking forward. He froze up a little at the sentence see the truth was he didn't remeber and now he was overthinking if he'd let something slip on accident. "See I'm not gonna lie I've no clue what your talking about" he chuckled but it turned into a continuous laugh due to his intoxication in which Lucy joined in with. "Fucks sake Harry trying to have a serious convo here" she laughed his arm stil around her sheltering her from the Baltic conditions of the night "Alright alright I'm sorry go on" he said trying to hold back a laugh "No cause your gonna la-" before she was interrupted by Harry bursting into laughter "Shushhhh if someone catches us we're fucked" she giggled pressing her finger against her lips "I'll shut up now go on" he giggled lightly "Do you remeber what you said earlier" "Yeah no really have no clue" he laughed "Ah okay it's alright then" she smiled "Nah go in tell me" he persisted "That you were falling in love with me , did you mean it?" She asked slowly A light silence then happened nothing awakened it was just Harry contemplating it. Did he want to admit it. But what if he did and she didn't feel the same what would happen. Thoughts were racing through his head overwhelming him lightly. Scratching his head awkwardly he went to answer "I-uh" *beep beep beep* Lucy's phone began ringing Incoming FaceTime video from T:) "One sec let me answer this or she'll flip" she said before answering the call Hey doll just wanted to make sure you got home safe wait where are you?? "home...." Lies where are you are you on your own is everything okay "chilll babes I'm fine I'm with Harry" she giggled panning the camera to him as he smiled Well where are you? "Cannot disclose info" she chuckled Hmmm Lucy put up your brightness "Why?" She questioned until Harry whispered she's wanting to look if your stoned "T Im fine bæ I'll let u know when I'm home byeee" Luc- Call ended
"You tired?" He asked breaking the silence after the phone call as he noticed her slipping away on his shoulder "Mhm" she yawned rubbing her eyes "Come on let's go in it's freezing" he smiled as they stood up and headed back into his apartment
They got back to Harry's and started settling down Lucy putting on one of his oversized hoodies that went to her knees. "We've shared a bed too many times at this rate you should just be my boyfriend" she smiled as she layed next to him "I know wonder how many others have been in your bed" he joked "Fuck off" she laughed They said their good nights to each other turning off the lights Lucy faced away from him trying to fall asleep as Harry layed their looking at the ceiling "Luc you awake" he whispered until he received no response "I do like you I want to do this" he whispered knowing she was asleep "So do I" she whispered back.
