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- the number you have dialled is unavailableLucy sat in her room lights off working at her computer AirPods in listening to chill music. She tried so hard to get to the bottom of why she felt this way but she couldn't put her finger on it. The group was all going out but lucy already declined earlier so when she heard someone knocking at the door she was confused.
She strolled over to the door hood up and opened it slowly only revealing a slight crack to see freezy stood at the door he had black jeans and a bomber jacket on so lucy was confused to see him dressed up.
"Cal what are you doing here" she smiled before letting him into her house.
"You and boggo have cost me a night out but your both pissing me off" he groaned as he walked into the flat
"what do you mean?" she asked in confusion going to the kitchen and making herself a cup of tea.
"First of all why aren't you out?"
"I've been editing"
"Okay and that's an excuse because?" he looked at her
"Shut up I'm tired okay" she laughed sitting down next to him nursing the cup in her hands.
"Okay but according to my sources you've refused to go out anywhere for a week hmmm," he asked her
"that's not true I went out yesterday who's said this?" she said taking a sip of her drink
"Lies Talia and Freya have said this," said freezy as he leaned back on the sofa
"freezy why the hell are you here" she groaned
"Care to tell me what's going on with you and boggo?"
"nothing anymore" she muttered
"Luc I want to help but you've got to explain because this is the weirdest situation ever"
" Freezy it's not me we've kissed yeah he's fit I can't lie he's been there for me through the worst shit that nobody knows we slept together once I just need to get over it and I'll be fine," she said
"But here's the thing you both like each other but you guys won't admit it"
"We don't," she said
"So why do are you being like this and why are you being defensive"
"Because-" she tried to justify herself but went silent did she like him, Harry Lewis?
"Exactly Lucy you know I'm right now come on we're gonna talk to him"
"Freezy I can't okay," she said
"Why can't you it's so obvious" he moaned
"Freezy you don't understand," she said tears forming in her eyes.
"Luc why don't you fucking let anyone in," he said beginning to be frustrated
"I like it that way now go freezy I know you're trying to help but please," she said as she wiped her tears
"Fine I'm only going because I want you happy but listen alright" he smiled hugging her as he left her flat
She went back to her room and let the tears down her face as she stared blankly at the screen.
So was he sat at his computer lights off the screen lighting up his face.
They felt empty, broken, nothing.
Their thoughts were overwhelming them once again crowding polluting them.
It had gotten enough Lucy for up out her north face puffer on left the house.
Harry got up put his Tommy Hilfiger coat on and left his house.
The two wandered along the streets of London the lights it was 1 am and people were stumbling home from the clubs and London life was pumping as usual.harry found himself on a dimly lit street and he saw a girl walking towards him she was short and had her hair down loosely around her shoulders. Lucy found herself walking on a dark street until she saw a man walking opposite her. He was tall and his green jacket was ever so vibrant. They were getting closer and closer and but couldn't see the faces
"Harry?" she asked
"lucy," he asked
"Sorry you must've got the wrong person" the girl and man answered as they approached the two their faces lighting up. they still managed to be thinking about each other. At this moment Lucy knew she needed to call Harry.
she dialled his number and placed her phone beside her ear.
sorry, the number you have dialled is currently unavailable.
it went straight to voicemail she didn't want to call up again but in her mind she took this as the end. and she made her way back to her apartment
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you don't understand you never will.
FanfictionLucy you will never understand I do but you don't see it slow burn A Harry lewis fanfic Warning: //contains substance abuse ,drugs, alcohol, depression, anxiety manipulation// If you need help don't be afraid to message me I'm always here to help...